SavageFaerie
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ORIGINAL: Daddysredhead
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ORIGINAL: YourhandMyAss
You certainly don't seem happy with her, almost every post you make on hate it personally, is to complain about your sister.
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ORIGINAL: SavageFaerie
I hate that mandatory bedtime snuck up on me before I could take my ni ni meds on time.
In the dark for me for a bit and glad I have a book and booklight
My sister is a tyrannt I tell ya
Some of Sage's things are tongue-in-cheek, some are the real deal... if she's like she was a few years back. *naughty faerie* 
eta: or what Linea said... cuz she's right
I might kevetch about about the early hour bedtimes, but it helps me mentally, physically and insomia is down to about 15% from keeping these sleeping hours so ungarylike early....but it helps me body and spirit and the true goal to to keep moving forward fighting and defeating my deamons. The progress just in the past year is amazing compared to before.
I do indeed love my sister, we are just like fire and ice together and sometimes we have a melt down. We both are happy to be getting a break from each other with the wedding, because we do need time away from each other. Its a 350sq ft studio apt, we cant just go to another room. She has her lifetime set in habits and I just have to go along. Its her apartment and she will not let me pay rent so I am more than happy to give her priority over things when she is home. Its a respect thing.
Now the other night.....I was hating but that passes quickly. She just happen to set off a horrid panic attack not intending to but once it starts things get irrational in my head. She knows my triggers and I got overwhelmed. I took the resce med, then got out to get the medication at the drug store that will fling my miseries to the winds and all is again peaceful, I walked in and apoligised for my irrational behavior and all was good.
Poor sis came home in tears tonight from her RA flareup and made her stay seated and waiting on her hand and foot. She still works a full time job, even has to laptop the weekends, she will not take pain medication while working. one medication she had to cut in half as test showed it was affecting her liver, fri she starts a new iv given medication because remidaide stopped helping. She takes powerful drugs that have serious side effects and the least little change will through her ability to shrug off pain to the just kill me and might still refuse her good pain killer because she doesnt want to take more than one day.
We both do things for each other, I think she just likes to give karma back sometimes because well according to her I tortured her when we were kids...............me.....I plead the 5th....I was a handful.
Plus she is the only one around for me to bitch about beside myself. LOL
The last month has been very hard on us both with losing Pye, her pain, and my 2 weeks of being miserable with a reactiion from a medication change with made me physically ill. Happy to say back on what I was and one dose cleared it up.
So yes Red is right, I am usually tongue in cheek, and I try not to air to much of my business, but I did type that out in the wrong frame of mind, and was a slip on my part, I should have just gone to bed. I try really hard to watch what just comes to mind and have written out a snark or something I knew I shouldnt then would erase and never send.
If it was something serious in nature, my friends would hear from me in private, as I learned a long hard lesson about airing all my dirty laundry.
Hope that clears things up.
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Disclaimer:If its the wrong word or misspelled I blame on my fingers and brains refusing to interact.
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