velvetears
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ORIGINAL: juliaoceania I do not know if my Daddy would answer this way or not, but I can tell you that the most submissive thing I have ever done was to drive him home from surgery yesterday because he insisted that he wanted me and no one else to do so. You see, I have a phobia of driving that I have been working on... so I drove for over an hour through traffic along the three lane PCH to get him home. It was extremely stressful, and if anyone else would have asked me to do this I would have told them to go fuck themselves and maybe thrown up at the thought of it. There are things I do for him I would never do for anyone else. Hey chica, I wish I could say this goes away- but I'm at about 80k miles and 6 years of driving and I still get anxious driving 10 minutes by myself to a new place and try and get my partner to drive if I can. I DO it, if I have to, and I somehow have always gotten where I'm going and come back. But it's always there and always a factor. Part of what keeps me going is that my worry over becoming agoraphobic or letting my driving fear control me overrides the fear of driving and getting lost itself. When i first started driving my fear was in getting lost as well. i bought every map i could get my hands on for the counties surrounding me and bit the bullet on it. The more i drove the more i came to realize it is actually quite hard to get lost lol..... As long as you learn the major highways and parkways you'll be ok. i absolutely adore driving - i could do it for a living now. i knew i conquered my fear when i was half way to Queens NY when i realized i didn't have my map with me It took me 2 hours and lots of pulling over to ask directions but i found my friends house. So LA i am sorry to say i have to disagre with you - it sometimes does go away with exposure
< Message edited by velvetears -- 2/23/2008 10:38:12 PM >
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