SavageFaerie
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Joined: 12/3/2004 From: NYC Status: offline
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ORIGINAL: LinnaeaBorealis I hate it when I have to wait till tomorrow to call Sage! I hate it that my new glasses make me feel dizzy, lopsided & high. Well, I don't actually hate feeling high, but you know what I mean. Linnea my love today is fine. Just as well as: I hate my sisters sometimes.She gets home last night, and within 3 minutes, has told me look up blood oranges> (the nutritional value is amazing, that my body lacks potassium due to the whole meds fiasco, and other essentials that my body has been craving, Shoves a letter at me at the same time, read this, cant find her slippers so starts kevetching about that, so had to get up and hand the damn things to her, the starts rattling over the daily required evening TV program, with the lets save this show to the weekend and watch both episodes, is that okay, DEB is that okay...all I swear at voice level they could hear in midtown. As Im sure you know, and she absolutely knows first, that noises trigger, that I cannot multitask everything at once. I finally have a blow out and told her to fucking stop I COULDNT handle all that at once. She knows I have been off all my others meds due to this med change fiasco, and that I still weak as a new born kitten. Ended up in in a small shouting match...stuck myself in the mini kitchen after taken a full xanax equal to my bedtime dose to calm down. Got the 5 bucks from her finally went and got my meds so I can get back to normal and human mental wise. Had cooled down, came back apoligised for yelling, tho she didnt apoligise for her actions. Watched house and went to bed. I love my sister, but we do have this thin line love/hate relationship. She is a total me me person and admits it, she parks in her chair and I always stop what Im doing if she needs something to get it. I do know by the times she gets home she is in tons of pain from her RA and I do factor that in. Wed will not come soon enough so I dont have to see her face for the whole time. My time here will probably be limited as our personalities clashes to much and with Pye gone all Im left with is being her gofer and living within the confines of a 350 sq ft apt is not enough space for the two of us, always having to practically be on top of each other. But got a good night sleep and now doing the snoooze alarm time count down so she will get out of bed which she counts on me to do so goesnt get pissy at. 1 hour and counting and shes off to work YAY
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