sophiesback
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ORIGINAL: DesFIP No, throwing you away every time he gets angry without talking to you about the problems.. It goes along with no communication on Mondays. Good relationships are built on strong communication. People who close down communication at every turn, or make their partner afraid to talk to them for fear of angering them are not people capable of having healthy relationships. You may love him but you deserve someone who wants to be with you, who likes talking with you, who wants you to turn to him and not be quiet in the corner until he decides he wants you. i truly understand what you mean. He doesn't throw me away everytime He gets angry, but this isn't the first time. This time is very much different though. i wrote this in a cmail earlier: "Funny thing, finally today He answered so many questions He kept avoiding. He kept telling me to learn from others, learn from others. Today He pointed out that i should've had the advantage over everyone else by being His "ex-girlfriend" in knowing how to please Him. Here i've been thinking all this time that there's something i've been missing, something more i should be doing other than the things i know. i'd abandoned the things i knew in search of whatever it was He kept telling me to learn. All along it's been deep within me, as He well knew, and if He would've just pointed it out that it was all already in my heart and soul, i just needed to pull it back out and use it...but He didn't. He led me to believe it was something i could/would/should/ learn from someone else!" i do blame Him that alot of O/our issues could've been resolved so much sooner with better communication. So much time down the drain... Maybe this is what W/we need, to find O/our place again. Maybe i will go on being "close" to Him the rest of my life. Maybe He will decide i must go completely. i don't know, but i do know i have no desire to live the rest of my life without Him in it. W/we have been through and put each other through alot of crap. i haven't been perfect either by any means. i DO keep talking when He says to STOP sometimes. I DID go out with a girl friend and get drunk (which is a no-no) last weekend and text Him not so nice things knowing He had company and had asked me to be quiet.
< Message edited by sophiesback -- 11/13/2009 5:37:56 PM >
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