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WinsomeDefiance -> RE: I Admit It I........ (6/3/2012 4:05:55 PM)
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I admit that for the first time in 15 years, I've talked to my youngest son's dad about our son going to Texas with his father. I admit that his father drove up from Texas, with this significant other, and arrived at my house while I was grocery shopping. I admit that when I drove by and saw my ex, my flight response kicked in and I kept driving right past my home, waving as I went. I admit that I wish that after 15 years, I didn't still feel that dread and fear of being around him. I admit that I turned right around and went home, and was friendly. I admit, it wasn't so bad. I really enjoyed meeting his girlfriend. I admit that this will be the first time in 15 years my son won't be with me and I feel like I can't breathe, from all the conflicting emotions. I admit that there have been way too many things going on in my life the last few months to list in as Admits. I admit I'm ready for some stress free personal time.
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