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CRYPTICLXVI -> RE: I Admit It I........ (9/1/2012 8:18:25 PM)

My father died in 1980, I was just starting to get to know him as a person and not just a father.
A lot changed for me after he died. I changed a helluva lot after he died.
I miss him over the last three decades when I actually reach a place when I would like to have someone to speak with,
to have someone I trust to give me perspective.

At this point, I don't even fucking remember what his voice sounded like.



kitkat105 -> RE: I Admit It I........ (9/1/2012 8:20:17 PM)

I admit my parents have now met the inlaws and everything went well. My parents & bestfriend are officially in Russian food comas, so it was successful.

I admit that I am now officially super excited about the wedding.

I admit my Mum, bestfriend & I are going shopping tomorrow which should be fun!

I admit I am so relieved with how everything is in my life right now. I'm so grateful.

I admit that for that reason I will be thinking extra special thoughts for those who need them, especially in this thread.



KMsAngel -> RE: I Admit It I........ (9/1/2012 8:21:24 PM)

sigh. i don't. at the moment it takes me roughly an hour to commute, when the SIL gets his car fixed, it may drop down to 45. jobs that pay what i've become used to aren't easy to find where i live, so i need to travel further.

we're looking at alternate places to move in a few months. trying to find a place that's affordable with a seperate living space for me (MIL) is tricky. do i pay more in rent and less in gas? is less wear and tear on the car worth it? a dependable internet is DEFinitely worth it. a house that isn't surrounded by paralaysis ticks that are killing off my cats is worth it. a place with more people around gets balanced by the D's need for it against our 3 mutual dislike's of it....

sigh.

i need a sugar daddy [:D]



tiggerspoohbear -> RE: I Admit It I........ (9/1/2012 8:28:52 PM)

I admit gas prices went from $1.23/ltr to $1.32/ltr in one day. Works out to about .34/gallon difference. 1 u.s. gallon = 3.785 liters

I admit I've eaten so many Advil extra strength liqui-gels this week they're like candy. If it's not all day migraines, it's tooth aches in one of 3 places.

I admit I have a really shitty dental plan through gov't disability. And basically, unless it's an emergency, they won't cover a damn thing. You'd think prevention would cost less than emergency in the long run. But then I guess I'm not as smart as the people who figure these things out. [8|]

Edited cuz I screwed up the conversion. Oopsie!!



DeviantlyD -> RE: I Admit It I........ (9/1/2012 8:41:42 PM)


quote:

ORIGINAL: CRYPTICLXVI

My father died in 1980, I was just starting to get to know him as a person and not just a father.
A lot changed for me after he died. I changed a helluva lot after he died.
I miss him over the last three decades when I actually reach a place when I would like to have someone to speak with,
to have someone I trust to give me perspective.

At this point, I don't even fucking remember what his voice sounded like.


I admit it, I wish I could take that pain away.

*hugs*



DaddySatyr -> RE: I Admit It I........ (9/1/2012 9:21:15 PM)

quote:

ORIGINAL: CRYPTICLXVI

My father died in 1980, I was just starting to get to know him as a person and not just a father.
A lot changed for me after he died. I changed a helluva lot after he died.
I miss him over the last three decades when I actually reach a place when I would like to have someone to speak with,
to have someone I trust to give me perspective.

At this point, I don't even fucking remember what his voice sounded like.


This breaks my heart. Maybe not for the reason some might think. I rarely do this because there's some mean-spirited people, lurking about who have taken posts I've made from the heart, twisted them and used them to hurl slings and arrows but, here goes ...

My mother left my biological father when I was less than two years old. The only memory I have of him is a very vague one of him and my mother arguing and him, leaving.

My mom re-married - a fucking alcoholic prick - and that was good for her. Not so much for me.

When he sobered up, I did finally learn to respect him but he never loved me nor I, him.

A friend of mine used to constantly bitch about his old man, incessently and I would listen and nod my head and then, one day, I went off on him (it turns out it was BF's birthday) in the gist of: "You fucking selfish prick! At least you knew your father to hate him!

I don't know what to say, Cryptic but, my C-Mail box is always open to you.



Peace and comfort,



Michael



CRYPTICLXVI -> RE: I Admit It I........ (9/1/2012 10:12:21 PM)

My mom remarried an alcoholic prick as well. Stayed with the abusive asshole for 7 years. I don't know if he ever sobered up or not, I hope he does or has so he can be aware of all the shit that he caused for us. He went through almost 75k that my father had saved to buy a business before he died and that my mom had set aside for my sister and mine college. He hit, abused, cheated on my mother, threatened me with a loaded rifle when I was 16 and had told him to get the fuck out after he had been humiliating and screaming at my mom. He was a real fucking tool.

At one time I would have literally killed the motherfucker if I had ever run into him... he is the only person that I have ever known which I hold actual enmity towards.

I haven't thought of that waste of sperm in helluva long time.




kitkat105 -> RE: I Admit It I........ (9/1/2012 10:39:59 PM)

I admit I found out today that my mother and my cousin's grandfather are both reading 50 Shades of Grey.

<facepalm>



littlewonder -> RE: I Admit It I........ (9/1/2012 11:36:49 PM)

I admit I am sooo sorry kitkat.
I admit I know a few people reading it and every time I hear of another one of my friends reading it, I can't help but beg them to allow me to burn it.



ARIES83 -> RE: I Admit It I........ (9/1/2012 11:53:06 PM)


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ORIGINAL: KMsAngel

still no sympathy [8D]

for a period we were paying $1.50 a litre

i have a 60 litre tank. it costs me a LOT if i want to fill it up all the way


Just perved you, didn't realise you were
aussie! Ummm yet I'm over $1.50 up here...
Central Coast NSW... But that goes up and
down heaps.

I'm rolling around in a 08 Lancer right now
so it's not to bad but I'm about to sell it real
soon and I'm looking at getting a Commie!

Fuck fuel economy I'm not japanese! I need
arm room! [:D]

-ARIES



KMsAngel -> RE: I Admit It I........ (9/2/2012 1:57:07 AM)


quote:

ORIGINAL: ARIES83


quote:

ORIGINAL: KMsAngel

still no sympathy [8D]

for a period we were paying $1.50 a litre

i have a 60 litre tank. it costs me a LOT if i want to fill it up all the way


Just perved you, didn't realise you were
aussie! Ummm yet I'm over $1.50 up here...
Central Coast NSW... But that goes up and
down heaps.

I'm rolling around in a 08 Lancer right now
so it's not to bad but I'm about to sell it real
soon and I'm looking at getting a Commie!

Fuck fuel economy I'm not japanese! I need
arm room! [:D]

-ARIES


what, all those aussie spiders didn't give it away? [:D]
i'm another 7 hrs up from you. used to live in newcastle though.

i have a 99 commodore. until my accident a few months ago, she's been the best car, but she's always ripped through petrol unless i'm on the straight and narrow - (road, not path, lol). i'm just travelling a lot more than i used to... $1.40 is the median - we got up and down like a yoyo too.



ARIES83 -> RE: I Admit It I........ (9/2/2012 2:46:38 AM)

Oh, update your profile! It says SA...
7 hours ayyy.... I grew up in Lismore [;)]
Thats 7hours as the commodore flys.



Phoenixpower -> RE: I Admit It I........ (9/2/2012 3:30:59 AM)

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ORIGINAL: LadyHibiscus

That's when youngive them the blank 'have we met' stare![:D]


I admit I will follow that advice should Mr. A ever dare to contact me again [:D][:D][:D]

I admit my family keeps frustrating me but I know I just have to learn to step back more again and just keep my mouth shut...

I admit I was thrilled yesterday that my bike (cycling bike...not motor bike[8|]) is up at 29.50 already on ebay but mum gave me her dismissive "thats all?"

I admit with it still running 5 more days I am confident that it will get higher and quite frankly I am glad to see it go as a) it will remind me too much on my last job and b) its sickening how often my dad keeps asking me if I did cycling....me regular thinking "wtf is that any of your business???"

I admit I will soon be 35 and my parents still didnt grasp it that I give a shit about their focus on my weight...cause I know that I lose well when I want....but don't do it when they are so naive to believe that they will be able to control me in that matter in any way...as quite frankly...thats none of their business....ffs [>:][>:][>:]

I admit in that instance I am glad that they won't be able anymore to ask me if I used my bike...as I won't have one anymore...[:)]

I admit I will buy one again next year....but just not tell them....it's sad to feel that way but their harrassing attitude in that instance gets on my nerves big times and I am just not willing to take anymore of their shit in that respect....

I admit 2013 will lead to some trouble within my family but I am ok with it [:)] if they don't like certain aspects next year....they will know where the exit is and can stay away....I seriously don't care anymore these days...



JstAnotherSub -> RE: I Admit It I........ (9/2/2012 3:53:47 AM)

I admit my mom drove me insane like your parents are doing now.

I admit I miss it more than anything-lol. I would curse her under my breath. I have no one to curse under my breath any more!



LadyPact -> RE: I Admit It I........ (9/2/2012 4:58:05 AM)

I admit I just sent what was probably the stupidest email in My entire history on CM.

I admit I'll be a moron for about ten more minutes and then delete it unsent.



GreedyTop -> RE: I Admit It I........ (9/2/2012 5:09:38 AM)

I admit that I fully understand how Cryptic feels. Same kind of timing when my Dad died (just beginning to get to know each other as PEOPLE). I miss the conversations we used to have, or being able to call him for advice.


I admit that - despite the damage it did to my typing skills, yesterday - taking those flu meds helped. Woke up last night a bit groggy for work, so will be skipping the meds today. HOWEVER, I am off Mon and Tues, so will probably do the dose/sleep/dose sleep thing then.



JstAnotherSub -> RE: I Admit It I........ (9/2/2012 5:15:45 AM)


quote:

ORIGINAL: LadyPact

I admit I just sent what was probably the stupidest email in My entire history on CM.

I admit I'll be a moron for about ten more minutes and then delete it unsent.


Then they will just send you mail asking what you unsent! Just be a moron! We have cupcakes.



LadyPact -> RE: I Admit It I........ (9/2/2012 5:23:17 AM)

Ohhhhh.... Cupcakes.

Thanks for making Me smile.



LadyHibiscus -> RE: I Admit It I........ (9/2/2012 5:55:33 AM)

I admit that I had a tiny personal goal yesterday and I stuck to it. Realigning my reality = not fun. Hopefulness is deadly.



Lucifyre -> RE: I Admit It I........ (9/2/2012 6:51:41 AM)

quote:

ORIGINAL: LadyHibiscus

I admit that I had a tiny personal goal yesterday and I stuck to it. Realigning my reality = not fun. Hopefulness is deadly.


I admit that I'm proud of you LadyH.
Sometimes sticking to the small goals is the hardest.

Lucifyre



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