Kaliko -> RE: My masters instructions have left me full of anxiety (9/27/2016 7:01:02 AM)
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ORIGINAL: newbabygirl16 why would my master punish me by instructing me NOT to text him or call him first and that I was only to respond to his instructions or questions until further notice?? It has left me feeling anxious, sad and most of all he is only thing I can concentrate on Please note I am new and I want to please him more than the air I breathe but my latest task is leaving me confused Not knowing anything about your particular situation, it's not uncommon for a dominant to restrict access now and then. If it is, indeed, a punishment, you're not supposed to like it. I'm not sure what you're confused about, though. The instructions, as you've provided, seem clear enough to me. The only thing that would have me concerned is not knowing how long "until further notice" is. I feel like the duration should be more clearly defined. quote:
I was being a brat I was missing him and got a bitchy attitude when didn't talk much one day. I'm also a overthinker, so this punishment is really hard. I know it should be I know I was wrong and accept my consequence but I'm trying to understand it as well. He is my world and I would do anything he asked without ever questioning him, and I've been punished before but not being allowed to text and say I miss you or good morning or good night or anything has me filled with anxiety, stress, remorse I have found that time/distance, more than anything else, has helped me to understand either where I went wrong or why I gave him the impression that I went wrong somewhere. Try looking at this reflection time as something useful rather than something to fret over. And then you can both address it after you've both had some time to digest what happened.
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