badlilthang
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ORIGINAL: amaidiamond I'd agree there, If it made my Dom happy for me to not orgasm, then so be it, for me it is all about making him happy. People ask me what my most enjoyable thing is and seem surprised when that is the answer, but to be honest if i am washing his clothes or being in sexual service to him or being his painslut, whatever it is I am doing it is the fact that it is making him happy that i enjoy. I might not like the activity, orgasm restriction for example but I can learn to love it non the less because it pleases him to have me that way. then my first thought is...has He ever denied you orgasms over longer periods of time - and besides making you happy for pleasing Him - how did your body respond to it...your mind....your wellbeing? REALLY? If He hasn't denied You before - at least over over periods of time...how much do you enjoy releasing and how often are you permitted to do so....?? i must be a difficult one, but i am not one that would say - if it made my Dom happy for me not to orgasm - then so be it...i would most certainly ask why - and if it was a bit into the relationship, also ask why He suddenly saw fit to change the rules. The few i have served have all enjoyed my releases - even though i have been denied it for short periods of times...easier to handle that, when i know there will be a "reward" later...and no - before anybody slam me on that one...i do not expect rewards...but i DO enjoy them wholeheartedly. i am a warmblooded and passionate woman - that is what i show openly....so to deny me something that is natural for my body to do...would not sit well with me...that is why it is so important to talk in the beginning - get the ruels/limits and so on clear and set...so shocks like these can be avoided. if both change their minds after a bit, that is another story. But to mutulate/be mutulated? NO. There are many kinds of slaves - and i am not one that is a slave in everything i do. i have a job and i have a life outside the D/s circle. i would never turn over my finances to a Dom - and i have my own reasons for that. if that makes me a lesser slave, so be it. i like to think of it as a different kind of slave..s..some are into TPE....some are sexslaves.....and so on...s..
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