GhitaAmati
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I had unprotected sex with someone. Which is kind of a major issue between us. We have always been extreamly cautious, with everyone. Its one of my few hard core rules Im expected to always follow. I dont have many rules, and in truth Im pretty much allowed to fuck anyone I want to as long as I use a condom. Well, last night we were playing with a couple, and had already gone through several hours of pretty intense sceneing and I was pretty far under. Basically as soon as I start feeling the pull towards subspace I start to lose the ability to speak and I was really far under by that time. We had gotten the condoms out, Sir had already dug through the bag and handed a few to the guy who was beating on me..and it was a really good beating honestly, along with the other stuff...wow..yea..really good....I can barely walk this morning..or sit...anyway...So anyway, I was untied by the time the sex started, but I still wasnt really compleatly concious...and I remember it registering somewhere in my head that he hadnt put the condom on but I couldnt really speak or manage to form any words at all really...and needless to say, it happened. Sir didnt relaize it had happened either until an hour or so later and let me tell you he is extreamly pissed off at me. I dont blame him. He's right cause not only did I risk my health but his too...so we made a run to the ER this morning. and they pumped me full of drugs and sent me home with more. Im not worried abotu pregnancy, both me and the guy I was with are fixed..its anything else.....Ive been crying since about 2am and Ive taken 5 baths.
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I said I was a submissive, I never said I was a GOOD submissive.
Sex without love is a meaningless experience, but as far as meaningless experiences go its pretty damn good.
~Woody Allen
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RE: Arrrrrrrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhhhh! - 
I always wonder if there is a therapist out there who is meaner...errrrrrrrrr, I mean more focused...than I am with my patients when it comes to stretching them. 
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...in all honesty, your Sir was not in the same type of headspace you were. We talk on here all the time about being responsible for your own actions but that always seems to make way for the condition known as "subspace", an area defined in many ways by many people on here but which most of us recognize as a space in which a submissive can do little to ensure her own safety, let alone monitor another person's actions. 
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