Daddysredhead
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ORIGINAL: KyttynTheMynx
I hate it that all of a sudden, I kinda feel like one big emotional ball of mess.
*great big hugs to Kyttyn*
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ORIGINAL: purepleasure
geez! are we all on the same moon cycle or something?
Yanno, pure, at this point, I'm not willing to doubt such a happening.
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ORIGINAL: fluffypet61
Maybe it has to do with not being a very patient person. i have trouble waiting for things to happen.
Wow... fluffy, you may have stumbled upon something here. I was told by a couple of people this week that I have trouble being patient and waiting for things to come to fruition, without sticking my spoon in the soup pot and stirring things up.
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ORIGINAL: Kalista07
It's an honor and a privilege to be amongst Your friends. No no more of this bullshit...Understand me?????!!!!!!
It is an honor to count you and all these other precious women as my friends. Without you all, I don't think I could have managed to get through some of the hard times that I have dealt with since I met you.
Oh and yes, I understand you. I am multi-lingual, yanno.  *giggles*
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ORIGINAL: Kalista07
i hate it when despite the fact that He is right here with me i feel.......all alone.....and am convinced of how happy i could be and would be if only i looked half as attractive as some of You.
Kali, I've told you before, but it bears repeating. You have one of the most incredible men I know. What a sweet relationship you have. He adores you and you, him. I hear it in your voice when you speak of him and to him when we are on the phone. He knows what a bright and beautiful woman you are, even when you feel that you are not as lovely as we know you to be. Remember, he loves you and I love you, too. You are not only a pretty woman inside, but you are a pretty woman outside. I wish you could see you as I do. 
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ORIGINAL: KMsAngel
y'know, i hate it when we feel we can't acknowledge the occasional weakness in ourselves. Red (and me, come to that) is a strong woman. she takes care of all in her sphere, whether emotionally, practically, in prayer, etc. Sometimes even the strong have to have their moment of weakness. it's a way of the mind and body to say - look, i've had enough, let me have a break!
sure, a lot of us sublimate that into "i'm not sure i'm good, strong, beautiful, pleasant, eager..........." enough. because that's a socially acceptable way for us to have our moments of weakness.
sometimes we just need to break down for no reason whatsoever (or ANY reason whatsoever) and have a good cry and rage against the world.
then we pick up our strength, go see who needs to be whup-assed and who needs feeding and life goes on.
red, i envy you your db and dad. i have neither. and when i had both, one was weak and they were both remote. i say go bawl on their shoulder, let them be strong for you until you're ready to be strong again.
*removes soapbox, goes to find milk and cookies*
Angel, you are just that. Thank you so much for your precious words of understanding and encouragement. Sometimes I feel really deficient, even though I try to be all I can be to so many. I often feel that I haven't done enough, even though my Dad says I do more than the lion's share. Feeling inadequate is something I have struggled with for a long time. Some days it's a small nagging thought, and other times, it feels like a boulder on my back.
For the longest time, I would never post about the rough times that I went through because I thought people would think less of me, that it would make me look pitiful, weak, or gary forbid... human. I don't know why I always feel compassion towards others who are hurting, etc., but when it's me, I feel like I have let someone down. This particular time of posting has been difficult because it has been a struggle to open up to the fact that I feel like a chink in my armour has been exposed again. I have forced myself to be "real," and remember that while anxiety and depression are terrible things - they can be dealt with appropriately and don't need to be hidden. For me, I refuse to let them win, not this time.
I am grateful that I have had some big, strong shoulders to cry on, and some very soft hearts to pour mine out to over the phone. I hope that my friends know that my heart is always open to pour out the love to, whether in good times or bad.
Oh and Angel, I'll give you my milk and cookies for now. As it is, the stress diet is not allowing me to enjoy these savouries, so I'd like my share to go to someone who will enjoy them.
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ORIGINAL: Kalista07
Because i have seen *shudders* what i look like....*shuddersmore* even......gah...dare i say it....Naked...
I don't like my naked self either, but He says it's yummy (poor thing, lol), and last time I "dissed" my appearance, He made it be that I could barely sit for 5 days, so while I can think it, I don't dare say it (at least not within His earshot). 
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ORIGINAL: girlygurl
I for one don't look at myself in the mirror naked. I have this vision in my head of what my body looks like, why disappoint myself? *snort*
LOL... my full length mirror shattered when I was moving stuff around in my room and I never replaced it. I'm thinking a clown mirror might be nice, eh?
*giggles*
*edited for wee typo*
< Message edited by Daddysredhead -- 4/25/2009 11:54:45 PM >
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