lovingpet
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I admit today wound up being a hard day rather than the quiet, fun day I had hoped for. I admit right now I am going through a lot of ups and downs internally. I admit that affects how I view things and how great one day can be and how crappy the next can be. I admit it wasn't all my moods and angst that conspired to mess up my day. I admit it is two steps forward and one step back in this newfound structure for my kids and today was one of those steps back. I admit I expect this and am, therefore, handling it fairly well. I admit a few text messages brought up a lot of painful things that are just now getting any kind of resolution. I admit I'd much rather cry right now, but I honestly can't let down those particular walls at this time. I admit stifling is horrible and unhealthy, but I need safe space in which to let it all go. I admit here and now isn't it.
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If you put your head into more, you'd have to put your back into less. ~Me 10 Fluffy pts.
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