HimNbabygirl
Posts: 645
Joined: 11/4/2009 From: Knoxville, TN and Somewhere, WV Status: offline
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{{{{{hugs for sexy red}}}}} i admit while (knock on wood) i have not yet had a mammogram i really need to get one. i admit my Dr. told me to get one at age 30 to have a baseline. i admit this was 7 years ago and one of the reasons i didn't do it was my insurance refused to pay for it at 30 without a diagnosis of any lumps. i admit there are programs in my area to help pay for all or most of the cost but due to my age i don't qualify. i admit i wish i had been able to help my mother-in-law through all this when she had her diagnosis 6 years ago. i admit i just couldn't as my Mama (step-mother) was diagnosed with GBM cancer 2 weeks before and had emergency brain surgery. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Glioblastoma_multiforme i admit this was one of the hardest decisions in my life. i admit while i wish i could have cloned me to be both places at once, i am glad i chose to spend the time with my Mama. i admit my Mama lasted longer than the Dr's thought she would. They gave her 30 days to 6 months. She passed away that August after having her surgery in January. i admit she has been heavy on my mind all day today even before coming here. i admit i think about her every day still and at times miss her something terrible. i admit i wish i had a teddy bear or other stuffed animal to hug at times like this. i admit i may go borrow one of the hellion's stuffed animals. i admit i will be doing a walk for the cure this year for my mother-in-law and all my friends here on CM. <ETA i wonder badly they would frown if we started a World Wide "Kinksters for the Cure" team?> His baby girl member of the Clan of the Scarlet O'Hair-a's 10 fluffy points
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