lovingpet
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I admit I am not overly worried, but it is still just gross. I admit I hope Aqua and Valeryan are feeling better today. I admit Sunny has some details to fill in. I admit I hate Valentine's Day, but everyone's trying so hard to get me over it. I admit I am much more interested in Steak and Blowjob Day personally. Who ever said a girl can't enjoy steak, blowjobs, and that a blowjob can't also be a pussylickin good time? I admit I feel like absolute crap today and so today seems like such a perfect day for my family to decide we will do all those two adult tasks such as changing the saplings' bunk bed sheets and going to Costco. Can I please be shot right now????? I admit I am hoping looking very pathetic when people arrive to do these things will work to get them to try and do them another day. I admit if it doesn't I am just going to say, "I'm feeling really bad. Could we please do this another day?" I admit it is very frustrating to have to actually say such things. Damn. If a person with most any other disease were feeling like I do today, everyone would be well aware of it, offering them medication, therapies, extra tlc, etc. Instead I have this basically invisible illness that I've had no choice but to adapt to over the years and now it is rarely obvious when I am pretty sure amputation would beat dealing with the pain anymore. I admit I am so tired of playing the bullshit games with doctors and society and just want to feel better and get on with life. I know it's possible, but I also know just having those two puny things ends all other possibilities in life so wonder what good it is anyway. I admit I might be just a tad down today. I admit I need a nap I won't get. I admit I need medication and intervention that isn't available. I admit I need compassionate help and good company. I admit it is pretty bad when everyone who sends cards and wishes proclaiming their love can't manage give enough of a shit to fill any one of these needs. Did I mention that I hate Valentine's Day?
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If you put your head into more, you'd have to put your back into less. ~Me 10 Fluffy pts.
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