Daddysredhead
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Joined: 11/6/2005 From: Northern (yet still part of the South) Virginia Status: offline
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I admit that I do have a big mouf. I admit that I wish I could run away, far, far away right now. I would throw away my phone, my computer, leave no forwarding address, nothing. I admit that Thing 2 is driving me batshit with her whining about every last fucking thing on the earth. I am trying my level best to be a kind and understanding mama bear, but inside, I'm ripping my hair out. I admit that Thing 1 has numerous missing assignments and doesn't think this is a problem. He has been advised to the contrary. (That wasn't pleasant.) I admit that I have to take my Dad to get an MRI for some odd test results that came back, and that worries me. He is calm as can be, so I'm being chill in front of him. Inside, I am falling apart. I admit that I had to go for a drive, all by myself in the dark, and just park the car and cry because I'm overwhelmed. I admit that I didn't cry hard enough or long enough to feel much better. I admit that my ex's continued unemployment and loss of his place is also stressing me out. I admit that Poppy, my one time sub girl, is moving right around the corner from me this weekend. I admit that we hung out last night and had a nice time catching up on stuff. I admit that I am pissed that her dad continues to send me messages about needing help for the move since she and I have already gotten that sorted out with Thing 1, his friends, her ex, and my ex. FFS, I sure as shit am not moving anything with my back in its current state, so he can fuck off. Hell, I don't even like moving my own shit, so I'm damn sure not moving someone else's. I admit that I am not the nicest person at times because I just feel like saying what's on my mind, which usually sounds like, "Figure it out for your fucking self because I just don't care right now." I admit that being selfish is not usually my thing, but sometimes, I really give a shit. Signed, The Mean Redheaded One
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