Aynne88
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ORIGINAL: MistressLavinia Yeah misreading again, but you don't follow me - okay. I never said I was leaving Aynne, I said I was done, I was also leaving my home with my parents to be clear. I am unclear sometimes in my writing due to an injury, not because I'm not forthright. DFWM my claws are out is a joke going with the picture it was never there before, and went with the picture, but again Judge me, it's all cool, because that's what you and whoever is writing you is doing to ME. But I'm happy to know you don't follow me, kind of sad to know you waited for me to leave, and read my words long before I was even planning on it. Also sad, that whoever is writing to you, has a problem with me. I don't see it, I thought the random person was someone mad at me for my post in Politics I was wrong. Your done? I was done before you, and politely asked for you the 44 year old mature woman to handle it all privately. You and whoever wrote to you, has me all wrong, and I don't really care any longer. I never assumed Steven wasn't your friend he's everyones friend. Lavinia, I am going to just say a few more things and I hope you take them in the spirit in which they are intended, I don't like to do PM's, so I prefer to do it here for the simple reason that if I feel I was wrong I want to make it public. I do extend an apology to you, in retrospect I do think I jumped the gun assuming that your comments were directed at me, and for that I am sorry. I think the DRH and Kyttn and Tigger and the rest of your friends here are wonderful people so I do apologize for having a hot head earlier today. I still don't get why you come across as angry but that is your perogative and I know a lot of people here think you are a wonderful person, so hopefully we can start over and take baby steps to get to know each other. You have admirable traits and you do say really kind things about some really awesome people here, so I may have misread things, and for that I will own it. If it up to you whether or not you accept my apology, but trust me, I don't talk about you to anyone behind your back, that is really not how I conduct myself. I admit I am a bit embarrassed that I allowed myself to get so caught up into this drama and I am going to take you at your word that none of it was intended for me. That is the best I can do for now, ok? Hopefully we can move on from here. To the amazing and gorgeous sunshine, I am so so blessed to count you as a true friend and I thank you for your comments, I really do love you more than you know :) Being counted as one of your friends makes me feel truly honored and also immensely happy love~ DRH I am sorry if I upset you, please forgive me. I would never ever put you in a position to choose sides or anything else so childish. Lavinia we are all mere humans and I bet if you took a step back you might see how I could assume some of your comments were for me, and I hope we can let it go. I am glad that they weren't for me as you say but please try and see how I might assume that. I am really not a bitch and my claws are not out, I prefer to be happy and to make positive and beneficial relationships, hopefully you too can do the same. I admit I am sorry to all of you for dragging you into my shit today and I hope you can at least understand me if not at least forgive me. If anything, thanks for listening. I promise I am done. I care deeply about the friendships I have made here and I feel like I went over the line today and I am not proud of my behavior. For that I am truly sorry. Just edited to add one more time. I LOVE SUNSHINE!! You make me so happy and I am grateful to your friendship and your love! Oh, and lastly, I feel like a moron, and I don't like that one bit! Thanks for not rubbing it in people, and for realizing that we all make mistakes, it makes me feel really humble, I am sorry for the bullshit I created today. Really I am.
< Message edited by Aynne88 -- 10/15/2010 4:36:09 PM >
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As long as people will shed the blood of innocent creatures there can be no peace, no liberty, no harmony between people. Slaughter and justice cannot dwell together. —Isaac Bashevis Singer, writer and Nobel laureate (1902–1991)
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