CRYPTICLXVI
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Definitions give certainty. I admit definitions or not, there is no certainty in my life. I sincerely admit that over a year of emotional chaos has taken its toll and I look forward to the lease ending and actually being able to continue, physically. I admit that the negative experiences made, were made consciously...that sometimes, you need to be allowed to travel your own path, even when you know the destructiveness of your walk. I admit as well, that, the last 20 years have been very destructive...not like the previous years of addiction, but destructive non the less and now in my mid-forties, I have come to realize what I already knew at 19. A circular path, a certain irony, and though 'wasted time' perhaps a touch of wisdom gained? Perhaps not...I could use a Turkish coffee and a damned good conversation.
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