NuevaVida
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I admit it, this weekend was CRAZY I admit it on Friday morning I got a call from my sister, asking me to come be with the boys again; her husband had to go back to the ER (stage 4 multiple myeloma, final weeks, most likely). I admit it when I got there he couldn't breathe well enough to even get out of bed so I told her to call 911 and stop trying to do it all herself. I admit it she told me to NOT go into the bathroom - he had thrown up blood everywhere (sorry for those with weak tummies). I admit it the boys (10 and 14) were crazy nervous and I hung out with them while the medics showed up, did their work, and took their dad away. I admit it I kept the boys busy all day to work off their nervous energy - they mowed, raked, helped me clean the kitchen (which was in horrible shape), and then took them out on their bikes to find big mud puddles to ride through and see how muddy they could get (hehe). I admit it when we got home I set them up on the Wii and told them to NOT go into the bathroom - I was going to clean it so my poor sister wouldn't have to. I admit it, it looked like a fucking violent murder scene in there, and I had to call my mom to help talk me through cleaning it, because I didn't think I could do it. I admit it I had to tell myself nurses, MA's, etc., do this stuff all the time, so I should be able to, too. I admit it, I put on latex gloves and a surgical mask, and it took me over an hour, lots of bleach, lots of towels, and yeah, even a few tears because of the grossness. I admit it, after that I decided we ALL needed a treat, so I took the boys to mexican food and got myself a margarita. I admit it, my brother in law is in ICU and my mom had the boys the rest of the weekend. I admit it, he probably won't make it to Christmas. I admit it, at my sister's and mom's insistence, I went ahead with the birthday party the Mister planned for me last night. I admit it, it was a wild fucking night, tons of fun, lots of laughs, and a friend came home with us and we had my first three-some. I admit it, I am still processing that one. I admit it, today I'm cooking a small Thanksgiving dinner for the Mister & I since we couldn't be together on T-day. I admit it, this is a really long admit post!!
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