Shininglight23
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ORIGINAL: lmpishlilhellcat I admit after reading a certain thread and what people went through growing up, I am grateful for the family I have. I admit they are dysfunctional and bit crazy, but I was relatively safe while growing up. I admit we argue, fight, and sometimes can't stand each other. We ALL make stupid, bad, and poor decisions, but when it matters we all come together. Impish... I was feeling the same way while reading that thread. I admit.. I'm super sick. I admit.. I was sick the entire time my family was here... I admit.. I didn't even get on a plane this time, but got sick from it anyway! Go figure.. babies are germ factories. I admit.. The stress of having them here and the constant go go go didn't help. I admit.. The stress of their visit is gone, and I'm beginning to feel better, but I forget what it's like to breathe! I admit.. I spent some time outside today.. in the sun.. by a lake.. and it was wonderful. I admit.. It was the best I felt in over a week. I admit.. My Mother hasn't even called me since she's been gone. I admit.. It's annoying to me because I did so much, and I did not get one thank you, and was met with complaints all week. I admit.. My sister actually said... (as I was dropping them off at the airport) "I wish we did more." Well, we only did 1/3 of the things I planned.. because she was (or my Mother was) "tired" or cranky or moody... or etc. I admit.. They are the family I have... not that family I want. I admit.. I'm learning to deal with that... one single solitary day at a time. I admit.. I'm taking cough medicine with codeine and I'm not waking up until I have to! I admit.. I hope everyone has a good night. Allie
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