sleazybutterfly
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I think that anytime others don't understand something, they run from it. I know how hard it is to have, I have been diagnosed just in the last week (though I suspected it). Just the amount of crap I am having to go through to get pills/therapy would drive someone to the edge. I have had to tell 4 or 5 perfect strangers about everything from my messed up childhood, abuse, rape, suicide attempts and more (including my new med. dr telling me how dumb I was to get raped at my age) I still don't get that one. To top it off, I am still not done and have three other docs to see in the next month. If it bothers someone that is their issue, not yours. I am very blessed my Master is not only supporting me, but loving me through the whole thing. He just wants me back being happy, which I haven't been in almost two years (not totally). I decided I am at a point in my life where I have all I want, except a baby, and it's time I started enjoying my life in that way. Once all of this is under control, then we are going to try to have children. You will find someone that will look past that and see you for the special person you are. Just stick with your meds because the last thing a sub/slave wants is to be tied up helpless when you have an episode (some do get violent). Give them links to websites or anything you can to ease their fears and help them to get informed. Best of wishes, SB
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~Flutterby ~Curvylicious Just when the caterpillar thought the world was over, she became a butterfly. Life is not a popularity contest, it's better to be hated for what you believe, than loved for a lie.
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