sweetwenchie
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Joined: 4/19/2006 From: Sacramento, California Status: offline
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ORIGINAL: trappedinamuseum Ok...so be honest with me. I was reading the post about "keeping it strong and holding it together"...and my reaction about him having to leave was...."Yeah? Bummer. Big deal. Next. Thanks for hopping online and writing about your ansgst". I didn't want to post that in the thread because apparently she is very upset about it, and I thought it would be insensitive. Am I just an unsympathetic person, or unemotional? I can't ever imagine feeling that way about anyone (except perhaps family...and even then it is more of a "Love you...miss you...will call you soon". So...am I just a heinous bitch, or what? she's not so upset she isn't looking at the other threads! lol nah you aren't an unfeeling bitch, but you didn't read my OP, I wasn't sharing angst, and am actually quite embarassed (and flattered that people actually care enough to share sympathy with a perfect stranger) by the sympathy, that is not what I wanted at all my purpose was to share that sometimes, for whatever reason, we have to do some shockingly unpleasant things in the course of submission. For me, the hardest things have nothing to do with pain, or play, or humiliation. For me the hardest to accept that my feelings are unimportant. I feel very deeply, I have known this man for 13 years, we have had a sexualised relationship since I turned 16 (officially at least, and before you get scandalised he is only two years older than me) for me it is unthinkable to have people in my life i feel nothing for, or at least nothing that would upset me. winks ... I have the hide of a rhino, next time please feel free to let rip, If more people around Cm had the hide of a rhino Mod IX would get bored very quickly! lol
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"To make oneself an object, to make oneself passive, is a very different thing from being a passive object." - De Beauvoir "You have your way. I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, and the only way, it does not exist." - Nietzsche
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