chellekitty
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am i psychic? i don't know...does answering questions before they are asked when they are not relevant to the topic being discussed make me psychic? does singing the song thats playing in my moms head make me psychic? i know things i shouldn't know...in middle school i was a chaotic mess because i was so open to emotions, and when i was in school walking through the hallways between classes, i would be in a pin ball machine, bouncing all over the place, emotionally, with all these adolecents, absorbing their emotions....no wonder i liked in school suspension so much (there was just a few students and most of the time just one emotion)...i found a spiritual advisor when i was around 12 or 13 who taught me how to close myself off and i was finally able to deal with public school without going psycho... my mothers side of the family has passed it down through the women for as many generations as the stories go back...my moms mom got struck by lightening 3 times in her early life (not related to her psychic-ness but her health...never been seriously ill in her 83 years..) and can tell you the organ or system thats giving you trouble and if shes had experience in it, the illness that you have...shes not all knowing...but she knows a lot....her mother had visions of the future when she looked into natural water sources...my mother...i am not sure about my mother...its hard to step back and look at someone that you are that close to...perhaps my children will be able to see... as for my relationships...i have only found one person who i was in an intimate romantic relationship who was open to my broadcasts...and it made safewording in public a lot easier...now the skeptics will say that he read my body language, but, when i would think "yellow" as a broadcast...he would stop, walk up to me, and ask me...did you say yellow, as if i had said it outloud...so...draw your own conclusions? now...i have been open to their (various people i have been in intimate romantic relationships with) broadcasts...even had to say no to starting relationships or getting to know you's because people were really good broadcasters and i didn't like what they had to "say" about everything... do i talk about it with everyone? hell no...i joke about it on ocassion and if they are open to it, it proves itself... ttfn chelle
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