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Happiness in Slavery - 9/25/2007 2:27:15 PM

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I just spent the most amazing weekend of my life meeting Master Stephan. We had been talking for months on the phone and slowly growing closer. We had all the best intentions of taking things slowly, playing by all the rules and allowing things to grow gradually and naturally between us. Well, it turns out neither of us are gradual kind of people. What we have has grown very naturally over the course of these few months and especially these past few weeks and i am very excited to be jumping in head first with my eyes wide open into something that feels so right. No one else has ever made me feel so free to be myself and i have never loved who i am more than when i am with him, in his arms, or at his feet. We share so many of the same joys in life as well as the dark and scary things that i thought i could never share.

We are now making every effort to bring our lives together in a way that allows us to grab life and just f***ing live it. Fast? yes. Crazy? Absolutely! But i am confident that whatever comes of all this that i will have no regrets about throwing myself at the feet of a man who i feel can Master and own me without compromising myself. In fact, through our interaction i have felt free to embrace aspects of myself that i could never admit existed.

One of these things is the desire to submit to a woman. Sunday, i met Tigrita with Master Stephan who had met her previously and am VERY excited about learning to serve and please her as my Mistress. A few months ago i would never have imagined myself excited about the thought of serving a Mistress but her beauty, her smile and her warmth make her not just any Mistress and i am so grateful that i did not allow myself to run away from these two wonderful people.

I am left with no more words at the moment.

His charlotte

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RE: Happiness in Slavery - 9/25/2007 2:35:31 PM

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I wanted to be one of the very first here to tell you how incredibly happy and excited I am too! I'll be writing more soon, sweet girl.

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RE: Happiness in Slavery - 9/25/2007 5:06:11 PM

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Charlotte and Stephan,

I too feel happy and thankful beyond words. This is such an unexpected, beautiful, and irresistible path to have discovered and I’m ready to gather my spirit for life, part the branches, step forward and enjoy it for all it is worth, wherever it leads. It never could have happened if all three of us didn’t have an incredible trust, openness, curiosity, self knowledge, and spirit for adventure. I want to say I’m the luckiest girl in the world, but I really don’t believe in luck. This is so much more meaningful, and never could have happened to people who rely on luck. We all actively made this happen by being honest enough with ourselves to seek out what our deepest hearts ache for, and also by not fearing the unexpected and unknown, and instead embracing it and all its surprising beauty.

I’ve always ached for a man strong and dominant enough to keep me, and kind and deep enough to captivate my heart and mind. I’ve always had my eyes, heart, and mind open looking for that man, but was also prepared for the possibility that I’d never find him and that that ache would remain bittersweet, a part of me that no one would ever understand or fulfill. But when Stephan and I crossed each other’s paths it was like a moth to a flame. A bright, warm flame… a brilliant, loving light in a deep, monstrous darkness that I don’t fear, because I have both inside me too.

In never expecting to have my strongest desires satisfied, I never left myself much room to dream of exploring certain other parts of myself. I’ve always had strong dominant traits myself, but never imagined a relationship in which I could indulge this, since my primary desire was to be dominated. I also never let my mind wander too much towards women, but wander it did from time to time. And here, beyond my wildest dreams, is a sweet, beautiful girl who I can share these parts of myself with, who also has that same depth, spirit, darkness, and light that I admire so much.

People dream of falling in love, finding that one special someone who satisfies and complements them in the deepest ways, knowing how impossible that dream feels sometimes. Finding two hearts, contrasting and complementing, to share and amplify everything in myself, one another, and how we experience this world… inconceivable. Yet here we are. All giving and gaining so much strength from each other; growing together. There is no dividing, no settling here. In bringing three together, each of us has more, not less, of everything that makes life beautiful. Thank you both for your open minds, and open hearts.

~ J

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RE: Happiness in Slavery - 9/26/2007 11:09:17 AM

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Charlotte,

Congratulations, you so got a good honorable man there!

You are now the envy of many hehe.
well wishes,

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RE: Happiness in Slavery - 9/27/2007 8:19:27 AM

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So, I've been meaning to write something here the past couple days, but frankly I had a couple of tough acts to follow.

I haven't made a post like this in my four years of collarme. This past weekend-turned-week truly has marked a change in my life. I fell in love with California when I first came here for boot camp (and no, I doubt they were related events) and have longed to return here for years since, in a wistful "wouldn't it be nice to...." way.

Getting off the plane in Santa Barbara, I could smell the tang of salt in the air (after all, the airport in Goleta is literally a walk from the beach!) The palm trees swayed invitingly, and I had the most stunning woman to greet me at the gates. Seeing J, all I could do was drop my bags (I'm sure it was incredibly sexy, in a gangly awkward teenager kind of way.) We spent much of the day on the beach talking about anything and everything.

Later that evening, I met charlotte. After four months of talking, taking it slow, and planning to just meet for coffee, we finally realized how very much more we'd come to mean to each other. She was so open, her eyes making promises of the love and devotion we had talked of but had yet to share. Two hours late, she was kneeling skyclad in the moonlight on the beach, begging me to take her and teach her.

Sunday, the three of us laughed and played. A week later, there has been much laughter, a few tears, and nothing but a sense of peace. Words aren't even remotely adequate for the emotions I feel here. I know that in the end, we did everything the 'wrong' way; yet everything has felt so very right. I console myself, knowing that if I were to just wake up tomorrow, and it was all a dream, or that the world should end, or some catastrophe far more mundane should pass, that these past few days have been shining and golden well beyond anything I have ever expected or hoped for.

You both have made this simple man very, very happy.

Stephan

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RE: Happiness in Slavery - 9/27/2007 9:57:25 AM

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Congratulations to Y/you! What beautiful, moving posts. Yes, I'm a sentimental slob beneath my pragmatism, and reading these posts has left me teary eyed. May what you have now continue to blossom. I hope that you are again able to be together in the flesh quite soon.

-grace

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RE: Happiness in Slavery - 9/27/2007 10:24:14 AM

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Thank you grace :)

I suppose I didn't clarify; I've already moved to California. I go back to Texas for one day next week to get my things. This Saturday, dancing in LA is on the menu

Stephan

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RE: Happiness in Slavery - 9/27/2007 10:53:36 AM

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EXCELENT!!!!!! This could well be the best move you've ever made...and dancing is good, too.

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RE: Happiness in Slavery - 9/28/2007 11:33:58 PM

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Congratulations. Good luck on your journey.

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RE: Happiness in Slavery - 10/1/2007 5:48:37 PM

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I do not know with what inclinations you entered here with, but you sound as if you are moving forward with something that is good for you.

I just wanted to make a quick statement to you charlotte12. Many of us try to play by the rules, many of us try not to make hasty decisions that may hurt us in the long run and many of us enter here believing we know why and what we are. All that said, we move forward learning more about ourselves then we thought we knew; if we are lucky we find someone that brought us to this and sees us through as well. If we have truly been graced by one who knows who we are and they desire to guide us to be the best we can, jump in with two feet. How often does anyone ever get to feel that way. Especially when they love you.

A happy life in servitude with both your Master and Mistress.

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RE: Happiness in Slavery - 10/1/2007 7:56:36 PM

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Congratulations and best wishes to all 3 of you!

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RE: Happiness in Slavery - 10/2/2007 6:00:27 AM

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Congratulations...............

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RE: Happiness in Slavery - 10/2/2007 9:22:40 AM

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Thanks folks, for the warm thoughts.

After almost two weeks here (certainly a week longer than expected) I'm flying back to Austin for one day to collect my things. I'll be here permanently tomorrow.

Life's pretty good in the sun, I've gotta say.

Stephan

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RE: Happiness in Slavery - 10/3/2007 12:16:33 AM

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I am so very happy for all of Y/you!

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RE: Happiness in Slavery - 10/9/2007 7:55:53 AM

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It's so great to hear, in the search for happiness, i would like to extend my congrats to Y/you.

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RE: Happiness in Slavery - 10/12/2007 6:12:42 AM

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My congratulations to all three of you. May your dream never end.

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RE: Happiness in Slavery - 10/12/2007 7:53:33 AM

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Thanks everyone for the warm thoughts! I get to go see my loves again tomorrow, finally! They are still a good 3-4 hours away for me. I'm so excited!

~ J

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There is no right path, only the path you take.

Success is making life happen, versus just letting life happen to you.

"Many of the things I enjoy, I enjoy because I don't enjoy them." - Charlotte

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RE: Happiness in Slavery - 10/15/2007 12:38:21 AM

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Greetings
Having also found My match....I extend best wishes Stephan and company.
Carpe Diem....for tomorrow is but a thought.

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RE: Happiness in Slavery - 10/18/2007 4:35:56 AM

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charlotte, J, and Stephan,

Thank you for sharing your happiness with us...you're all so articulate and insightful that your lines jump off the screen and live. i feel the smile spread across my face and stay there. i hope your future is as wonderful as your present, but also appreciate the wisdom that each of you shows in treasuring the moment regardless of what may come.

cara

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RE: Happiness in Slavery - 10/19/2007 8:16:26 AM

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Congratulations to you Stephan, Tigrita and charlotte,

May your relationship continue to blossom and be blessed with happiness, peace and love.

Best wishes to A/all of Yyou

elle

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