rubberpet
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Joined: 4/6/2006 From: The Land of Voodoo Status: offline
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I think a man is his strongest when he learns to accept his submissive side. I grew up in a tough, military family. My dad is a former Marine who did two tours in Vietnam. He was an instructor on the firing range while in the Marines. So if there was an environment to keep my submissive side a secret or feel ashamed of it, that was it. I struggled with the whole "am I a wimp" thing and "I must be a real pussy to feel submissive to a woman" thing. I have been collared in the past, but I was always self-conscious about it deep inside. It can be a real confliction. But the older I got, the less I started giving a shit what people actually thought of me. I am submissive, but that doesn't make me weak. I am proud of my submissive side and I'm one of the lucky few that has a wonderful Mistress that not only accepts and embraces my submissive side, but encourages it. She doesn't look down on me or think of me as weak. She doesn't want a doormat, and I am so far from being one...lol. She will be the first to tell you that I can be mouthy, a real smart-ass, and feisty as hell. On the surface, I don't appear to be submissive, but when She turns on that certain tone in Her voice, I immediately bow down to Her like a well-trained Rottweiler. She is my ruler, She is my goddess, and She is the only one I will ever bow down and submit to. Just because I am submissive doesn't mean I bow down to every dominant I come in contact with. But that doesn't mean I won't be polite and courteous to another. So, to sum everything up, embrace your submissive side, my friend. When you find the right Lady to give your submission to, you will feel an enlightenment beyond your wildest dreams. I post my declaration of submission to my owner every chance I get. I even made a license plate for my car declaring who I belong to. Submission is a beautiful thing...there is freedom in enslavement.
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Collared and devoted property of Mistress Lorelei (vampchick88) as of 3/26/08. Rubberpet - The Resident Anti-Subby and mysterious shadowy figure known as Voodoo, proud hitman and wiseguy for the Subby Mafia.
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