Lacey123
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Joined: 9/1/2005 Status: offline
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So sorry..and, boy, can I relate! I believed that what I had with my "play partner" was something special- the deep trust, honesty(well, at least on my part), submission, domination (I'm a switch)- baring my soul, sharing my secrets, opening myself up, trotting down roads previously unsearched because I did not trust. Then, the "couple" thing came up and I was quite blatantly told "It was only sex". My heart reeled, I curled in pain, I didn't (and still don't) understand. I guess that's why "negotiation" and honesty in feelings is a must right from the start. What made me "starry eyed" just made him "horney". I will survive and I will find someone to adore just me. Maybe......... Lacey123
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