Sirandlil1
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So last night, just before HE fell asleep, Master commented to me that I was not as 'submissive' as the other two slaves He has owned. What would your reaction be? My reaction: Beg forgiveness and try alot harder to be better and more pleasing Finally, late this morning, I retorted that HE wasn't as strict as the other I have known as Master. My reaction:" you need to Run and get your Masters belt for He will be needing it I guess that I feel that who I am is being called into question, and it makes me wonder.... Am I not 'submissive' enough? My reaction: you have to wonder??? Should He have said that, when, as an analogy, most men wouldn't even think about telling their wives or girlfriends that an ex was better in bed, or a better cook, or better looking, would they? My reaction: Masters are not "most men" The reason I'm asking 24/7 people is that I think they understand the ins and outs of an everyday relationship. Dealing with work, school, little ones and pets, not to mention just everyday petty annoyances. It's easier to be submissive when you are visiting, and the only thing you have to worry about is being the best you can. Or when you're chatting online or on the phone with a potential Dom. My reaction: Who ever said being owned was easy?? I'm feeling very insecure right now, and I know I have some pent-up hostility over this. And I know it was childish of me to mention my previous Master, but...I can be childish...*lol* My reaction: Daaa ...perhaps you should speak with him?????? Perhaps I should ask Him what He would like that I am not doing. Basically, I think it's just my attitude though. It's very difficult for me to be that open and submissive with anyone, because I feel that somehow I will be hurt. It's in my nature to be submissive, but, I fight it ALOT sometimes. (We've been together about 2 years now, btw) So...what would YOU do? My reaction: ~Christinate - see my responses above ...some tongue in cheek ..some just me being Me
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