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hopelesslyInvo -> RE: You little cocksucker!!! (2/22/2008 5:34:23 PM)
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ORIGINAL: hopelesslyInvo
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ORIGINAL: MsBearlee
Ya know, I’d prefer to pull my boy up short and have him suck my clit…which I call my little dick.
that reminds me, this one woman i used to be... more involved with... she never had any names for her own like "little dick", she even hated strap-ons actually, but she always referred to me as having a clit, a clit that is always in the damn way.
Now see, I'd never do that. Or call you a skinny worm...or a fat pig... slut, perhaps...especially MY lovely, cocksucking slut!!! But then, I'm into nasty little terms of endearment, not that kind of humiliation. What did you think of it when she did so?
MsB
it certainly made me sulk a bit, but as little as this thing has ever been of any use, i had to admit that maybe it was a bit superfluous, or just in the way. but as far as humiliation she didn't really go out of her way to say things like "haha, you could never satisfy a me or any other woman with your little useless clit".
she sure liked the term slut as well though, but i found this even more degrading and hurtful. i explained that i'm not slutty, i wouldn't offer myself to just anyone, i found it insulting as if it meant i was promiscuous, and that i was with her not because i held her in higher regards than others, but because i'll do whatever for whoever, whenever. she asked me if i knew a word that describes a faithful, monogamous, slut. i thought about it as hard as i could, but could think of nothing and said no. she said, "then you will just have to get used to the fact that you're my slut, so shut the fuck up you nasty slut."
i was never fond of it these degradations, every time i would hear them it was like mentally getting the wind knocked out of me. i got to a point where i stopped being surprised on each occasion i would hear them, but i was always taken aback each time. but despite these things hurting me, there was never anything to forgive, her words would make me feel horrible, but it was as if she could do no wrong, and i couldn't hate her for saying them, i could only hate myself because she thought of me this way. does that make sense?
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