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Gwynvyd -> RE: You little cocksucker!!! (2/22/2008 5:47:37 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: hopelesslyInvo quote: ORIGINAL: MsBearlee quote: ORIGINAL: hopelesslyInvo ... quote: ORIGINAL: MsBearlee Ya know, I’d prefer to pull my boy up short and have him suck my clit…which I call my little dick. that reminds me, this one woman i used to be... more involved with... she never had any names for her own like "little dick", she even hated strap-ons actually, but she always referred to me as having a clit, a clit that is always in the damn way. Now see, I'd never do that. Or call you a skinny worm...or a fat pig... slut, perhaps...especially MY lovely, cocksucking slut!!! But then, I'm into nasty little terms of endearment, not that kind of humiliation. What did you think of it when she did so? MsB it certainly made me sulk a bit, but as little as this thing has ever been of any use, i had to admit that maybe it was a bit superfluous, or just in the way. but as far as humiliation she didn't really go out of her way to say things like "haha, you could never satisfy a me or any other woman with your little useless clit". she sure liked the term slut as well though, but i found this even more degrading and hurtful. i explained that i'm not slutty, i wouldn't offer myself to just anyone, i found it insulting as if it meant i was promiscuous, and that i was with her not because i held her in higher regards than others, but because i'll do whatever for whoever, whenever. she asked me if i knew a word that describes a faithful, monogamous, slut. i thought about it as hard as i could, but could think of nothing and said no. she said, "then you will just have to get used to the fact that you're my slut, so shut the fuck up you nasty slut." i was never fond of it these degradations, every time i would hear them it was like mentally getting the wind knocked out of me. i got to a point where i stopped being surprised on each occasion i would hear them, but i was always taken aback each time. but despite these things hurting me, there was never anything to forgive, her words would make me feel horrible, but it was as if she could do no wrong, and i couldn't hate her for saying them, i could only hate myself because she thought of me this way. does that make sense? aww sweetie... hugs there are some subs out there who like to be told they have a small penis, and like to be called names, and sluts, and basicaly be treated as you were. That is what trips thier trigger. However if it bothered you.. and you mentioned it to her that it made you uncomfortable then it was not a consentual thing. For that I am sorry. There are some people out there who are more into the Emotional Sadism, and Emotional Maso. If this is not your ticket.. you shouldnt be dragged along for the ride. It sounds to me like a lot of dragging along was done. I hope you find a good Domme who will understand your needs and point of view a lot better. Never accept that because you are a sub your needs, and feelings are out the window. You are no less of a person. ( as some would be quick to think subs are) We all have needs. It just sounds like she needed someone better suited to her emotional sadism. Good luck. hugs again Gwyn

hopelesslyInvo -> RE: You little cocksucker!!! (2/22/2008 9:54:37 PM)
thank you both for your thoughts. but while i understood that some of the definitions are skewed, the traits of the meanings remain. being called a nasty little bitch would simply remain something that was always hard for me to swallow. i don't pretend to know the ins and outs of all her intentions, but if she ever seeked to put in my place, certainaly i was feeling there. i might not have been very outspoken, but i was clear and constant in how i felt. but she was pretty clear herself on the fact that i would be her little slut regardless. i knew she wasn't out for blood and surely not trying to really hurt me, it was very obvious she truly liked me as being her slut, and lavished affection on me. i'm sure she'd have pinned a blue silk ribbon on me that said #1 slut if she had one. and without doubt, i loved that i could make her happy, it is what i desired and it was very comforting to feel she liked me, but it was nauseating to think of why i was making her happy. it wasn't so much in the things i was doing for her that bothered me, the acts can make you feel like a slut, but at the most you will remember feeling slutty. it was what i was to her, what i meant, what she thought of me that was emotionally taxing, because what i was to her was always there, unchanging, unending, it wasn't a feeling, it wasn't a memory, i was a slut. i could close my eyes and squint and squint but as hard as i tried i could not see past that word, that feeling. i was beginning to repulse myself as i truly started feeling like a whore, i felt like utter filth. simply "being treated like" a whore didn't get too far under my skin, but feeling like i actually was a whore, and being celebrated for it, it felt horrible. like murdering your closest friend and then being applauded for it. it's hard to describe it, you just feel dirty in a way that you can't clean, and the only thing that can stave off this unclean feeling is to again feel accepted and be loved for it and for a short time forget what your are being loved for in the first place, but each time you succumb to that outlet, you feel yourself come closer and closer to accepting your corruption and the thought that you are truly, nothing more than some filthy whore, and find it will be difficult to deny that even to yourself. but despite my detest in it, like any whore, i was always there, happily willing to tend to my most important client. i never seem to see the end coming though. every girl has left, only here did i ever feel abandoned. it's bittersweet to think about it all again, but after typing this all out, it seems rather... stupid. if i can better answer mistressvnus' original question than i did before, even though it's still from an inappropriate viewpoint. of how i came to terms with degredation and humiliation. i found merit in despair because i could still make her happy. i found comfort in my loathing from the acceptance given by her. and i felt worthwhile enough because i was still able to satisfy her. most importantly however, these only hold true because "her" is not speaking of simply anyone, but someone who was special to me. i can only assume that despite how far i can be stretched, or in what ways i can be tested, that these things will remain as both my why and my how.

WillingSub2Serve -> RE: You little cocksucker!!! (2/23/2008 1:51:16 AM)
Do you like being a little cocksucker? Yes If so, do you like it easy? Or, rough!!?? Easy - I like my teeth Would you graduate to forced-bi someday? mmmm - no - im str8 - ;) Is it humiliating for you? Very Or just pleasurable. Very (both - i find pleasure in humiliation) How did you feel about yourself after the first few times? Weak, helpless and broken. Were you embarassed? Ashamed? Especially if you liked it, were the feelings difficult to come to terms with? Yes, yes and i really havent - i am very conflicted How DID you come to terms with it? She would use a combination of seduction, tickery and force at different times and moments. She would be very caring - but would also be a cold bitch. How did you move past any conflicted feelings so that you could just enjoy the process??? I havent - i sometimes cry - and i sometime fantasize uncontrolably about it.

MistressVnus -> RE: You little cocksucker!!! (2/23/2008 4:44:36 AM)
quote: How did you move past any conflicted feelings so that you could just enjoy the process??? I havent - i sometimes cry - and i sometime fantasize uncontrolably about it. And yet, your first answer was that you enjoy it. Thank you for your response. I actually liked it very much and felt your agonizing conflict. Yesssssssssssss.

MistressVnus -> RE: You little cocksucker!!! (2/23/2008 4:56:57 AM)
quote: of how i came to terms with degredation and humiliation. i found merit in despair because i could still make her happy. i found comfort in my loathing from the acceptance given by her. and i felt worthwhile enough because i was still able to satisfy her. most importantly however, these only hold true because "her" is not speaking of simply anyone, but someone who was special to me. i can only assume that despite how far i can be stretched, or in what ways i can be tested, that these things will remain as both my why and my how. Hmmmmmmmmm...I like that. And, I'm wondering if the humiliation and degradation you were feeling wasn't due more to social conditionings, than her making you her slut. If society hadn't put such a negative connotation on that verbiage, would you have felt more lighthearted about your fate? Or, perhaps, the sufferance, itself, is what created the special bond for you?

MsBearlee -> RE: You little cocksucker!!! (2/23/2008 5:54:42 AM)
Oh my…you are so young to be feeling so bleak. Your post here reminds me of a boy from a Catholic family who has taken up with the Jewish faith. Or a boy whose father was set to have a football star become a lawyer, or a boy from a strongly homophobic family coming out of the closet as gay. Or…as would have been an issue for me, a white girl dating a black man. Or, as is very popular in the BDSM realm…enjoying a heavy session with someone and waking up with “I’m a sick-fuck blues” Sweetie, we live, we grow, we mature and sometimes we discover that what we were taught is the ‘right way’ (the ‘One way?’) is not for us and that the way we choose is not anything but ‘another way’. You are obviously bright and artistic in both poetic and photographic ways, but you are also shine in your pros. You write very well. While it seems to me you did get some satisfaction from the relationship you describe, I cannot help but believe it cannot be healthy for you to grieve so about what happened to you while in it. She certainly does not seem like a bad person, but so horribly ill-matched with you. I just read your profile, you seem quite strong and committed in your quest here, and with a good head on your shoulders. Now, if we can just get you to understand that words change and mutate as time goes on; sometimes subtly, sometimes grandly. AND…sometimes the things we learn as we grow up do so as well. Sometimes we discover that the beliefs of those closest to us, who were responsible for teaching us what is in the world, are grossly inappropriate for us in the real world. It’s just part of character and personality development; it doesn’t make you vile or disgusting to believe differently than you were taught. Good luck on your journey, Invo, you are not hopeless at all. Personally, I think you sound delightful. Please do not think in terms of assumptions of how things will remain; allow yourself a chance to grow. Perhaps think caterpillars and butterflies or ducks and swans! With understanding comes change and with change comes growth. Beverly

JerryFrankster -> RE: You little cocksucker!!! (2/23/2008 10:42:20 AM)
Have you ever heard of Schrödinger's cat? The experiment known as Schrödinger's cat is a thought experiment devised by Erwin Schrödinger in 1935 in response to the copenhagen interpretation of Heisenberg's uncertainty principle which suggests that at the subatomic scale matter/energy can exist in two or more seemingly paridoxical states simultaneously until observed by an outside observer. In Schrödinger's experiment, a cat was placed in a box with a device that would release a poisonous gas whenever a single atom from a small sample of a radioactive substance underwent nuclear decay. The cat was left in the box unobserved long enough for there to be a 50% chance that the device had been activated by this subatomic event. At the end of this time, according to the copenhagen interpretation, the cat would be simultaneously both alive and dead until the box was opened and someone looked inside, at which point the cat would become either alive or dead. The reason that this is still just a "thought experiment" is the fact that it doesn't prove anything. You open the box and either the cat is alive or the cat is dead. There is no way of knowing whether the cat was ever in some kind of quantum superposition state of dead/alive. Sexual experimentation, like Schrödinger's cat experiment, doesn't actually prove anything, but at least you don't have to bury a dead cat half the time. For some reason, this discussion makes me want to listen to the album Not Available by The Residents. 'Making of a Soul', and 'Never Known Questions' in particular, but the album should really be listened to as a whole.

hopelesslyInvo -> RE: You little cocksucker!!! (2/23/2008 3:53:01 PM)
i wasn't just called wet, i was splashed with water you could say, i felt pretty soaked~ to the point though, and still in some answer to your real question; i'm sure a lot of what i endured was of my own inabilities as much as anything else, but i have endured them, if only from fortitude as opposed to really "finding a way" to deal with it. it would seem although i'm definitely not strong, i have a bit of resiliance, and can be bent pretty far without breaking you could say, unless i'm broken already and just don't realize it~ in the end though, i'm just not really sure how i came to terms with it or other things, maybe time was enough. there have been relations and other things i've had to deal with there were much more "worse" than this one though, this one was just a bit more unique. the psychological aspects of the words, sounds, and impact probably isn't worth getting into, if nothing more than for the sake of not getting off topic in your thread, but the semantics probably don't hold much of a clear answer anyway. but to "was the ordeal one of the bonds in the relationship", who knows? you could say due to my history of mistreatment, i've gotten to a point that it is unusual for me to be without it, or rather in some degree it's just expected. i'm surprised but happy to receive opposite sort treatment. but i won't say i've become fond of, have a need to be, or even like being used, i'm just used to it. i am however happy to be of use. thanks for the replies~

MistressVnus -> RE: You little cocksucker!!! (2/24/2008 5:09:12 AM)
quote: I have pondered in more than passing circumstances why ther ain't no 'big cocksuckers' only 'little' ones.........anyone out there that can field that? Ron Because, Ron, they all look little on their knees!!!![:)]

AFlyInYourWeb -> RE: You little cocksucker!!! (2/24/2008 1:02:37 PM)
Sorry, edited to eleiminate a double post.

AFlyInYourWeb -> RE: You little cocksucker!!! (2/24/2008 1:04:17 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: AFlyInYourWeb quote: ORIGINAL: MistressVnus Do you like being a little cocksucker? If so, do you like it easy? Or, rough!!?? Would you graduate to forced-bi someday? Is it humiliating for you? Or just pleasurable. How did you feel about yourself after the first few times? Were you embarassed? Ashamed? Especially if you liked it, were the feelings difficult to come to terms with? How DID you come to terms with it? How did you move past any conflicted feelings so that you could just enjoy the process??? The more a Domina enjoys making me her cocksucker, the more excitement I get out of it. It is both humiliating and pleasurable simultaneously. This is not a contradiction, but rather cause-and-effect. Humiliation play of all kinds arouses me, and being trained as a cocksucker is certainly strong humiliation play. The first few times I did it left me in a dazed and confused state. Naturally, I worried if it would blur the lines of my sexual identity. I worried that the Domina was preparing me for forced-bi, and I didn't know how I would react to that. After a while, I learned to stop worrying and enjoy the moment. My cocksucking of her strap-on and dildos was arousing to her, and increased her appreciation of me. The forced-bi, although frequently threatened, never materialized in real time. I was both relieved and disappointed about that. Again, that is not a contradiction in my mind. Although I was not anxious to "go all the way", another part of me wanted her to "force" me to face my fears and inhibitions, and be led past them for her pleasure. As I've grown more mature, I worry less about the effect on my sexuality. IMHO, being homosexual or bi-sexual has nothing to do with sucking cock or not. Like being Dominant or submissive, it is a desire that comes from deep within one's soul. Without that inner urge, sucking on any number of cocks, rubber or flesh, just makes me a little more entertaining as a submissive to certain Dominas. Hard or soft? Well, I like my teeth, too, but again it depends on the skill and enthusiasm of the Domina...but what doesn't??

MistressVnus -> RE: You little cocksucker!!! (2/24/2008 2:17:12 PM)
quote: The more a Domina enjoys making me her cocksucker, the more excitement I get out of it. It is both humiliating and pleasurable simultaneously. This is not a contradiction, but rather cause-and-effect. Humiliation play of all kinds arouses me, and being trained as a cocksucker is certainly strong humiliation play. The concensus seems to be mounting with this perspective. And, I seem to find thrill on it from this end due to the fact that it is both humiliating, "uncomfortable," and at times, very tormenting for you.

solvr70 -> RE: You little cocksucker!!! (2/24/2008 2:26:53 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: MistressVnus I know there's been a few threads on strap-on play. But I want to talk about it from a cocksucking perspective. I love to make a subject suck my cock. I love to grab his hair and push his head down until he chokes. I like to walk him through learning to deep-throat. Oh...yesssssssss.....deep throat my strap on. THAT IS HOT!! I like it when their saliva gets really thick in the back of their throat from taking it deep and then making them spit on my cock. I like slapping you in the face with my cock and wiping the juice all over. Taunting you. Humiliating you. Do you like being a little cocksucker? If so, do you like it easy? Or, rough!!?? Would you graduate to forced-bi someday? Is it humiliating for you? Or just pleasurable. How did you feel about yourself after the first few times? Were you embarassed? Ashamed? Especially if you liked it, were the feelings difficult to come to terms with? How DID you come to terms with it? I know there is someone out there that is going to be reading this thread, so I would like some helpful advise from you subbies/slaves out there on how you got over the fact that you found this type of play stimulating. How did you move past any conflicted feelings so that you could just enjoy the process??? omg m'Lady. You certainly do know how to post an eye-catching, soul searching, interest grabbing topic! words do have tremendous power, and those particular words have a profound impact on M/many as it seems from all of the responses to the thread. but on to the questions You had at the ready... Do you like being a little cocksucker? oh yes...but only as much as the Woman making me suck Her "cock", and making me Her cocksucker gets physical and mental excitement from it. i have had some experience being on my knees in front of a standing, or laying on the bed, Woman sucking Her cock. but never had one call me her cocksucker. i wished it, left hits that it would be exiciting to me, but alas, never had one call me Her cocksucker, little, or otherwise. alway left me with a little bit of a concern over how much pleasure She was receiving from it. If so, do you like it easy? Or, rough!!?? in my limited experience (just one previous gf), i have only had it easy. if easy can be described as only gently pushing my head down, then i would say i have only experienced easy. i would love to try more rough, but would have concerns of making sure it was at the hands of an experienced Dom/me (more on the "/" later) as physical damage could be done and would be a hard limit, while, physical discomfort, well, just kicks everything up a notch and is well within limits. Would you graduate to forced-bi someday? they key to the answer to this question is how "insistant", since some take forced to mean something totally different, She was about it, and how excited She was bi it (lol at the pun there). the One that introduced me to strapon use, did threaten such things in the middle of a few scenes, and i did finally let go "a bit" and get into the idea, reply appropriately, the the physical reaction to it from both of U/us was undenyable. but, it was never spoken of out of scene. it was pretty-much something to just intensify a the scenes at the time, but over time my thoughts have opened up, more then can be described here, the that particular variation. Is it humiliating for you? Or just pleasurable.? not sure if you are referring to being a called, and made, a cocksucker (of m'Lady's "cock") or or the forced-bi. if the former, the answers would be yes and yes. if the latter, since i have never done that, i cannot say for sure. but would think, with the right One, it would be yes and yes also (with the caveat of it only being pleasurable and exciting to me if it is for Her again) Most of the other questions would not apply since i have not had a Woman have me take cock for Her yet (front or back). But on the last... How did you move past any conflicted feelings so that you could just enjoy the process??? i would hope the connection between myself and my Mistress, my Domme, my protector, would make that possible. again. a GREAT topic and post. there also being a number of other terms that could be used, things a sub could be called, that would no-doupt deserve their own topics.[;)] this is a bit off-topic, but i have learned that the mental is 60% or more, then the physical. however, i never felt more fulfilled then when, after trying MANY different types of strapon toys, the One that introduced me to strapon use, came multiple times during O/our first session of finding just the right combination of toys, angle, and force with wish i thrust back. hope You have a great day and love Your open, honest, and RAW, postings m'Lady! mark

Gwynvyd -> RE: You little cocksucker!!! (2/24/2008 2:37:28 PM)
Having read both posts now... as I understand the situation.. which I may very well be totaly wrong... is the humiliation and degregration that was done was for the Dommes pleasure alone.. and not backed up with any taking you aside and out of the scenes showing or telling you that you were cherished or a valued companion. Some people ( ok most) need/like to know that the service they are providing thier Dom/me are apperciated, and that they are cerrished and cared for. My one boy who loves humiliation and me using nasty foul words on him knows my feelings for him because I have told him aside from our intense play how much I enjoy our times together and that he is _my_ Boi. He knows I would never replace him.. and that the nasty things I do, the words I use.. the humiliation I put him through is because it turns both of us on. If he gets nothing from it.. I would not be doing it.. it would not give me pleasure. shrugs maybe I am odd that way. I might try new things he is unsure about... but he usualy takes them and runs with them. ( I create monsters this way... never introduce something you are only ehhh on with a sub.. you will get saddled with it.. LOL ) Hun, I hope you find a Domme who takes your feelings and thoughts into account. If they do not keep looking until you find one who does. Mind you my boys do not make my descions on play.. but I do not do things to break them or wreck thier sense of emotional stabilty. Gwyn

MistressVnus -> RE: You little cocksucker!!! (2/24/2008 6:30:38 PM)
quote: there also being a number of other terms that could be used, things a sub could be called, that would no-doupt deserve their own topics. mark, A very awesome response that I'm sure will draw quite a few out of their shell and help them to, perhaps, enjoy the gusto of that type of scene. This is the 2nd time you have "stepped up" to share in a manner that can be quite beneficial to both subs and Dommes alike. Now as for the other terms referenced in your quote above...(of which I have quite a repitoire, myself), I would love for you to mention a couple and we will see what kind of brew we can stir! [sm=tongue.gif]

solvr70 -> RE: You little cocksucker!!! (2/24/2008 6:52:48 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: MistressVnus mark, A very awesome response that I'm sure will draw quite a few out of their shell and help them to, perhaps, enjoy the gusto of that type of scene. This is the 2nd time you have "stepped up" to share in a manner that can be quite beneficial to both subs and Dommes alike. Now as for the other terms referenced in your quote above...(of which I have quite a repitoire, myself), I would love for you to mention a couple and we will see what kind of brew we can stir! [sm=tongue.gif] i'm honored m'Lady. a few of the other terms this thread brings to mind are slut, cock-whore, cum-whore and the list can go on and on. i'll leave it to the more talented Ones to post any ideas, questions and interests around those and others. oh, and the topics i have seen posted around this particular interest, and a number of others around the forced-bi variation have always seemed to have the subbie taken by only one at a time. hummm...now why limit O/ourselves to that...[;)]

Kirren -> RE: You little cocksucker!!! (2/24/2008 7:09:52 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: Politesub53 I`m scared again..... lol The humiliation aspect to this must be quite something. I really have to agree, tho I am not all the way thru reading all of the posts.... I think for Me, it is like....some internal secret little pay back for the shit that Ive had to put up with...In My nilla relationships, way back in the day, it seemed like the guys I was with felt like I OWED it to them to suck their dick...so when I was able to finally shove a strap on down some ones throat...it was like...Yeah...you like that dont you you little cock sucking bitch...Hell, Im salivating thinking about it now...and Ive had to back space and correct almost every word in this paragraph... It is VERY hot...it touches on sooo many aspects of the female mind...the pay back, humiliation..degredation...objectification...forced fem...forced bi...I mean just a vast array of things that cant even come to mind right now, because all I can see is some boy on his knees in filmy pink panties panting and whining with aching jaws as I crop his ass to shreds with My cock in his throat....I mean...Its just hot. -goes to get a towel and a smoke- Okay...lol...I think Im done now.

Kirren -> RE: You little cocksucker!!! (2/24/2008 7:14:29 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: SubmissiveAK How do you get over it? You dont. You enjoy the fact that you feel ashamed and embarrassed and turned on, and that you did it anyway. Just like any kink you might be ashamed of liking, learn to savor the shame [:D] ~submissiveAK~ P.S> I'm a bisexual slut trapped in a shy male's body, can I play? I dont think Ive ever felt any level of shame in anything I have done...well...okay there was once...but I was drunk...and we dont talk about that... But in all honesty...it either is or isnt a part of who you are...thats how you come to terms with it...you just realize that just like being blonde or brunette...or being heavy or slender is part of you...so is liking to watch some one suck a lump of latex attached between your legs...Its hot...just like men like to watch a woman suck a dick...why cant a woman take pleasure from that as well? Why should it be something that a person is ashamed of? Being true to yourself and your heart and desires is what life should be about...what THIS lifestyle should be about...I think.

Kirren -> RE: You little cocksucker!!! (2/24/2008 7:17:46 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: WalterRego Okay, I’ll bite. Or at least open my mouth wide and take the question all the way in. Just the way You want me to, just the way You like it. But I want to lick around it first, Mistress Venus, all around. Get it wet, so it slides better. So I don’t have to taste that nasty rubber taste, but my own saliva. Please don’t put a condom over it, that is worse, I hate that. Let me pretend that I’m taking it from You bare. You’d rather see me do it that way anyway. I’ll take a few passes at it from the side, with my mouth around it, like a harmonica or a corn cob. And then take the head into my mouth and suck on it like a tootsie pop. Make some mmph and mmm sounds I’ll hope You’ll enjoy. So You’ll give me some time to get it all wet and slippery before.....before You get tired of watching me get myself ready for it. Work myself up to it. Before You reach around my head and grab the hair on both sides , or put one hand behind my head to push it deeper in. Yep, You got me on this one, Mistress Venus. Skewered on the end of that big fat black dildo on You’re wearing. Impaled on my own drooling need to get down on my knees and suck on it for You while You look down. And maybe tell me some of those nasty things You so love to say to me while I’m down there in that position. I still can’t believe I was naive enough the first time not to realize what deep throating really felt like. How many blow jobs had I gotten when vanilla and taken for granted? How many times had I taken a woman’s head and pushed it in deeper ‘cause I liked the feel. Until that first time when I found out what it did to my gag reflex. When I found out what it was like for all those girls. And I have to admit, they all took it a lot better than I did. I’ll never forget gagging and coughing and thinking I was going to throw up with that thing so deep in me. Wanting it out. And she laughed and didn’t stop. She loved seeing me gag on it. Waterboarding? Ha! I still don’t like deep throating it. But I love to hold it tightly in my mouth or against the side of my cheek so that I can press it back against You. Hoping that I’ll press against Your labia and clit and that You will start to enjoy it for real. Not just because I’m down there, but because it feels good. Looking up at You , when I can, on the outstroke, or what I can see of You up there from down on my knees. Mostly though looking at the harness as it moves closer or slams into me. Then it doesn’t matter to me what I look like to You or to myself. Cause I just love that feeling of having You do it to me. Knowing that nothing else makes me feel so submissive, so open, so used and taken (unless that is, You decide later to use it somewhere else too). There’s nothing to come to terms to with. I want You to do it to me, I want to feel how it makes You feel when You do it. The only thing I don’t like is when You ask me if I want a “real” one. This is a real one to me. What makes it hot and real and nasty is that it’s on You. That You are doing it to me. That I can smell Your perfume. And Your smells, A Woman’s smells, while se makes me take it. I don’t want a man, I don’t want the smell or the feel of one, I don’t want to see his hairy thighs. I want to see Yours: a woman’s. That’s the only reason I do it. Cause You strapped it on and because You love doing it to me and seeing me do it. If only....if only You would buy one of the kind that You could squeeze a bulb and make it cum inside me, into my mouth, down my throat. Even all over my face. That’s the one thing I’ve never felt. The one thing You’ve never given me yet. Please Mistress? I've done this for You. Right here. Will You do that for me? Damnit man!!!

Kirren -> RE: You little cocksucker!!! (2/24/2008 7:43:08 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: lronitulstahp [&o]very misleading thread title...thought someone called me...as you were Ladies....{{{walks off sulking...}}} ROFLMAO

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