SavageFaerie
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Joined: 12/3/2004 From: NYC Status: offline
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ORIGINAL: Asherdelampyr Luckily my bank is backing me up, the guy sent me almost 2k in fake money orders (2 for 950) to build a system for him I found out today and told him that we will no longer be doing business Oh Asher Im so sorry, I gather this is one the consulting or jobs you got off of craigs list? Sue the bastard. Christine, if nothing else you can get the per cup from Foldgers or Maxwell House, just heat water and let the bad seep. I have been through Caffiene withdrawal and found that cold turkey is NOT the way to go, stepping down yes its not that hard. In the mean time if you have to keep the packages in your room do it. It not as good a proper coffee but it does help out in a pinch and doesnt require a coffee pot. Or get a small french press perhaps, now those make awesome coffee. All either take is heating a pot or kettle of water. Holly if this is all in your chest, consume tons of water and take musinex, it will lossen the phelgm in your chest and while you will be hacking it up (no other way to really put it) it was get out of your chest. You need the water to soften and liquidify the nasty stuff and musinex knocks it loose. I have avoided chest infestions this way for years so now it works. Geoff, life has thrown me some very nasty curves. Most know that I suffer from chronic clinical depression and anxiety which for years reduces me to just a person waiting out my days in selcusion like a hermit. I have many days that I wish it would just be over. But rather than saying I wish I wasnt here anymore, I have always been of the mind that like it or not I have to ride out the reasons I thought it wasnt worth it. Had I acted, I would never have made it to this point in my life which is now wonderful, had I acted on the fleeting thought, I would have devisted so many family and loved ones. While it took 12 years I finally guess I paid my karma sufficiently to get my due. Gods knows what I did in my past life to have to pay so long but I just turned the time into helping others and not wallowing in self pity. (most of the time) Move on, learn and try not to make the same mistakes. Early death until its meant is a totally selfish thing to do, just think what hell you will leave on others for doing something in the heat of the moment. Like others, get help, thats what professional are there for. My doctors get a strange look on my facw when I answer are you suicidal, gets answer with my too subborn to give in to those thought. Honestly while its a horrible way to end, in the end going that was is just a selfish cop out. Ge the to a Dr if its that bad and be gone with the self pity.
< Message edited by SavageFaerie -- 3/18/2009 6:18:28 AM >
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