Kalista07
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Tulip, *big ass hugs to You* i can really relate..... i was thinking last night as i was on the phone how some dumb ass in the neighborhood had let off some of those loud but invisible firework things..... Really annoying...And in the past, they would induce extreme and debilitating flashbacks for me. For a variety of reasons this is, by far, the worst of all the holidays that exists..... i've had to recreate the holiday completely. i've had to basically go back to the very beginning and decide if i wanted to acknowledge it, what i wanted it to mean, how i wanted to celbrate it, and go from there. i'm sorry this is such a difficult time for you...Please don't be so hard on yourself. You are worth sooo much more time, patience, energy, and love than you give yourself credit for, Kali
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“Love me when I least deserve it, because that's when I really need it.” ~~Sweedish Proverb
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