purepleasure
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Joined: 4/9/2004 From: Lehigh Valley, PA Status: offline
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ORIGINAL: SubOnlyForHim i hate it when i feel unloved and out of sorts and doubt that Sir still wishes to be my Owner, my Master. i say stupid things and then i get in trouble with Sir, cry hysterically for an hour, scream horrible things at the phone as if it's Sir, and then realize... the trouble i just got into, well DUH!!!! that was Sir proving He Owns me! then the trouble i just got into really, in a sense, was what i needed. It calms me and reminds me that i am Owned and should never doubt Him. Maybe i should've posted this in the "i love it when" instead of hate... hmmmm There's an enlightening thread in the Gorean forums going right now where some of the kajira are sharing their moments of recognizing the moment they realized the depth of their slavery. The posts are in the Choosing to be a slave thread. Keep in mind you will have to sift through some derailment and drama llama posts, but there are some really good posts in there as well.
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Patience, grasshopper. Your stupidity does not impress me. blame it on your hormones!!! - beerbug aka ydd
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