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impishlilhellcat -> RE: I hate it when........ (8/18/2008 5:28:49 PM)
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ORIGINAL: Daddysredhead quote:
ORIGINAL: GreedyTop Honey .. life IS magical.. you're not stupid. You made a mistake..we all do... grieve for a bit, but don't beat yourself up..*hugs* GT, I know this is directed at tammy, but these words were almost identical to those given to me last night by one of my dearest friends of 27 years. Tammy, I don't need to know your situation or circumstances, but I offer these words to you, from someone who wears her heart on her sleeve and tends to bump into hard surfaces, getting it bruised all over - and has never learned in life to keep it protected, because that can often mean guarded - and I don't like to live that way. But without heart armor, you tend to get it banged up a bit. I love big and I love hard, with everything in me, I go for broke in matters of the heart. It's caused me some of the worst pain in my life, but it's also let me have some magical moments that some people may never experience in a lifetime. Sometimes, I wish I never had the good because of how hard I fell afterwards. But, know this, that there is a gal in Virginia, who knows what it is to feel stupid, and to grieve so hard I thought my life's breath was going to leave me. So, to you, tonight, I offer all the compassion in my very big and banged up heart, because I have walked that road you are on, and it is hard, but some way, we get through it. God bless you, sweetie. *hugs* To Red and Tammy, I know how you both feel. I've just been there myself and it seems like it is taking forever to heal. I feel most days that it is so hard to breathe. I don't grieve quite so much anymore, but it still hurts. Every once in awhile I'll take a breath and feel like I just can't catch my breath. I know everyone says that it will heal in time, but when??? Is what I ask. I wish that I could offer some form of support to the two of you.... On most days I feel quite selfish because I feel it takes all I have to get through the day. ANd Red I most of all understand needing the correct audience to say what you need to say to deal with your past and mistakes and probably never ever getting it.
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