Daddysredhead
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Joined: 11/6/2005 From: Northern (yet still part of the South) Virginia Status: offline
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ORIGINAL: girlygurl I HATE that my father is lying in bed dying and there's not a damn thing I can do to help him, ease his pain...... not one F'ing thing!!! I think I'm at the anger stage of this whole death thing... so I suppose I should just acknowledge it and try not to fight it and it will pass, but I'm telling all of you.... I want to stick my head out the window and scream at the top of my lungs. So, if any of you are in northern Cali and here some wild woman scream, it's just me. Do you think God will hear me then? I know, I know, He hears me when I don't utter a sound. girly (pissed off and helpless) Dearest Girly, Any words that I could say would never be enough to help ease the pain of what you, your father, and the rest of your family are feeling right now. I wish that you were closer so that I could give you an actual hug right now and let you know that I care, and that my heart is with you at this time. I wish that I knew some way to make you feel more ok and less helpless. All I can really say is that God is watching over your father, you, your family... for whatever reason, He has made a choice to start your father's next chapter sooner rather than later. I can only imagine what you are feeling as I am the biggest "real-life Daddy's girl" I know. My dad means everything to me. I'm sure you feel the same. God bless you all and I pray that you will all have peace during this most painful time. Love, DRH
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