Gwynvyd
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I love it when I wake up around 4 am.. and can not go back to sleep because I am nesting... ( yeah it was an I hate it too.) ~ Which means I am getting closer. I love it when I lay at the foot of the bed thinking happy new baby thoughts ( My God.. he is almost really here. Really really here!) while I put my hand on the edge of the crib and cry happy tears. I love it that I can be goofy and vulnerable in front of my Soft... and she just holds me and loves me. I love it that Tulip was part of my fucked up pregnancy worries dream ( ok nightmare) from hell. I wanted my Tulip! I love it that the 3 of us can laugh and laugh about the penis shaped yam I *needed* in my fucked up dream. I love it that I am up to get the um off to his day.. and Soft ( who has had little to no sleep for weeks it seems) gets to sleep in. I love it that with a boost of energy I went and did all of the free cycle stuff, went groc shopping, rearranged the fridge and freezer, and put away the Groc. I felt like superwoman! ~ I also love that I bought some comfort food stuffs. ( fried Green tomatoes commin right up!) I love it when Gabe moves my tea mug on my tummy, and we play tag with his toes. He moves them, and I have to find them... I love having the quiet moments of just singing to him.. or rubbing him. I am so in love with this little guy already. I think I am bound to burst. I love it that I have such good friends here that got me over the depressed hump I was in, in the very begining... and have helped me see how wonderful this all is. ~ and how blessed I am. *hugs you all* Gwyn
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Self avowed Geek-Girl~ Come for the boobs, stay for the brains. Be the kinda woman that when your feet hit the floor in the morning the Devil says "Oh shit, shes awake..." ~ Softandshy's "Shiney"
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