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Daddysredhead -> RE: I love it when..... (4/23/2009 8:22:42 PM)
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I have so much to love tonight.
I love that I got to spend the day bragging about report cards that came home yesterday.
I love that my Dad is the best Dad ever... bar none.
I love that I got my office manager into a giggle-fit, the likes of which I have never seen in her, and it was funny.
I love that I have the best friends in the world.
I love that one of my most beloved male relatives may be outgrowing some of the emotional disturbances that he has experienced the past several years, which could mean less Rx to take for him, in the long term.
I love that someone told me that one of my most beloved female relatives was amazing for her chronological age.
I love that my eye make-up was absolutely perfect today, especially the mascara and eyeliner.
I love that I had a good hair day.
I love that even though it was a helluva way to do it, I've lost 6 pounds with the "stress diet" over the past week or two.
I love that I have seen DB the past three days in a row.
I love that He calls me to tell me the most ordinary parts of His day.
I love that He remembers to call me and say "goodnight" so I can end my day happily.
I love that He held my hand as we were driving to my office and asked me if I was ready to "grow with Him" into the next phase of our D/s relationship.
I love that He took me at my word a few weeks ago when I said that I did not want Him to stop a new scene or stop trying out new things on me, even when I was coming a little "undone" and didn't like it very much at the time.
I love that He knows that if He pushes me, I will get through it, and be very pleased.
I love that I have found my "voice" with Him (regarding the difficult, embarassing stuff), partly because I will not let myself go mute anymore and partly because I have asked Him to push me if I seem to get lost in my head about what I want to say.
I love when I tell Him that I worry about ever crying during a scene, that I will disappoint Him somehow, and He matter-of-factly tells me, "You won't disappoint Me, sweetie, and I'm certainly not going to stop just because you're crying." (am I the only one who finds that amazingly sweet and loving, yet frighteningly un-nerving?) hehehe...
I love that He snapped clothespins offa me with a bull whip like a pro this evening, during our alone time. (dayum!!!)
I love that I have marks all over that serve as nice reminders.
~that is all for now~
Red...
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