Celeres
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I personally think it's all about attitude from the other "party/parties" involved. Certain people make me want to look into their eyes while kneeling in front of me. Others make my knees so weak, I can barely kneel straight, (case in point: Monica Bellucci during Matrix Reloaded). Man, I would've gotten on my knees right there in the theaters if she even slightly hinted to that. But there are many people (especially those new to the scene) who want to know what it's like to be a submissive, and to fulfill their sense of curiosity, I tend to take a more direct/active/dominant role (to those are are interested in learning about the physical/mental aspect). I summation, I am what I am, Dominant to most, submissive to others. And I sleep very well at night being honest to myself. P.S. underhisthumb--it could be more of a social reasoning why you feel that way to men and women. Perhaps in some odd way, your need to submit to men has transcended over the to think that women should be "controlled" and thus, you fulfill that position in the absence of a man? Just playing Devil's Advocate. I don't honestly believe that, but it's possible. Which is why D/s relationships are so different from one another in dynamic and rules. We all have different kinks and many of us have been abused in certain ways (in the past) that have lended to the fact that we yearn for such abuse to feel "right" about ourselves.
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