daddysliloneds -> RE: When battling between two worlds.... (5/8/2008 1:52:28 PM)
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i was raised strict roman catholic and then thrown into a strict southern baptist home(went from fear based upbringing to guilt based upbringing); after that, i lived with mormans, was good friends with jehovah's witnesses , harry krishna's and tons of american indians, athiests and agnostics, etc. the one thing i learned along the way is that we choose which path to follow and what to believe; it's our god given right so to speak. if i believe something to be immoral, it's because it's my own personal belief and not something that was conditioned into me that i have to get over or past... if i'm struggling between what i know, feel or believe, then i stand by the wayside until i can come to terms with what it is that i do believe, then have the backbone to stand my ground. so, my advice to you would be to leave the bdsm(it's only online as you stated) in the background, until you can figure out what it is that you really do believe and can be comfortable in your own skin. otherwise, you're going to have a whole lot of unnecessary drama on your hands, unless that is, you like that sort of thing.
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