stella41b
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ORIGINAL: MsCfromMelbourne While D/s can enhance a promising relationship, it cannot fix a broken one. Or broken people. Or broken expectations... Shakespeare once wrote, "There is nothing either good or bad, only thinking makes it so." What is a relationship? Isn't a relationship a series of interactions which exist between two people who share a common interest of needs, wants and desires brought together by both reason and motivation? Personally I feel that a lot of problems stem from the fact that many people enter into relationships having one or both of two basic false premises (1) that the relationship by default is going to be permanent, and (2) that it, and the other person, possibly as if by magic, is going to fulfill all their needs, wants and wishes perfectly and in a way much better than previous relationships. I'm going to be 42 in July, and after a dozen vanilla and D/s relationships behind me I've yet to find one where there's evidence proving that either of these false premises above are true. These two false premises need a little modification IMHO to be made true (1) this relationship may be permanent, but it may not (2) this relationship and the other person both together are going to fulfill all my needs, wants and wishes differently from my previous partners and relationships. Better? Wouldn't it be much more healthy to enter into a relationship having a more realistic perspective of both the potential relationship and the other person involved? Why deceive yourself into thinking you have found a personification of a god or goddess when in reality all you've found is a new person who is going to end up with a different take on you from everyone else? Why place unrealistic expectations on them, and yourself, of a guaranteed outcome for a relationship? Do you know it's going to work out? Show me your crystal ball. But isn't it these two very unrealistic expectations which ultimately serve not just as opticians for rose-coloured spectacles and the mind-changing 'lurve drug' (a bit like magic mushrooms and LSD, sort of distorts reality) but also serves as a millstone or handicap for whatever relationship develops? Relationships need not necessarily fail, they might just end. This ending might just be natural. Ever thought that it might not be the case that you screwed up, but that things came to a natural end? Ever thought that it just might be nobody's fault? It's never easy to end a relationship unless it's a bad one, it hurts, it leaves behind emotional pain, heartache, loneliness, emptiness, stress, confusion, disorientation, and yet people seek to compound all this suffering by seeking recriminations either in themselves or other people.. or both. That need for closure.. Why? But hey look, that person is still there, alive, living and breathing, and so are you. Nobody died. You both got the chance to say goodbye. They came with good intentions, you had good intentions, you met, they had the decency not just to pick you, but also to try and give you a picee of their lives, to share their feelings, their heart, everything they had, and you did too. Wasn't that good? It's difficult to be frineds I guess when you're hurting, and you miss that person deeply and still love them, and you're there wondering what is, what might have been, 'what if...?' But time heals, the hands of the clock go round, day becomes night, night becomes day, and life moves on. I don't think I've ever been in a relationship where there have been no positives. Some would say I'm a quality sub, others might agree, and this in part is down to me, and the way I have responded to my life, but there's also a significant part which I have carried forward from my relationships. I form relationships with Dommes, I spent five years with a Warsaw Domme and try as I might I cannot change the Eastern European flavour of my submission which she carefully instilled in me, conditoning me, and yet there are elements from everyone I have met and shared a relationship with. Trust me, without these wonderful women, I wouldn't be halfway to being who I am today. In some cases the relationship has gone long ago, but there's friendship and it remains, they have moved on, and so have I. Yesterday I read through another thread here, 'All the good ones have gone' and I was genuinely very shocked and very saddened. What upset me quite a bit was a few views on poly, as if it was a solution. I'm not poly, I've tried it, it didn't work out but hey, we're all adults, we all have brains and tongues, it works for some people and I wish them sincerely all the happiness in their relationships. It can work out, it maybe requires a sort of maturity and flexibility which I don't possess myself, but if everyone is happy and settled, who am I to judge? I'm not there in the relationship, though I know people in poly, and I know it can work. But there were others claiming to be poly, and I got the impression from looking at the outside that maybe they were either deluding or fooling themselves or other people. Poly to me is a relationship between three or more people where everyone is aware, happy, settled and loved. I ahve my opinion, and my opinion is that poly where only one person among the mix is happy and the rest aren't, this isn't poly, but a gross misunderstanding of the value and appreciation of the relationships involved. I found the statement 'good subs come along like buses' to be especially sad, not just for the many very decent subs out there, mainly male subs who never get the chance or opportunity, but also for the many Dommes out there who are waiting for that 'one' but can't find them. Do two halves always make a whole? And are relationships today so cheap and disposable that we settle for second best, for pleasure and compromise, and fail to explore further? Yes I know, I'm disgressing, but to get back to the OP I feel that all the above are strategies which merely reinforce either of the two false premises I have given earlier, that (1) this relationship by default is permanent, and (2) this person has to be soooo much better for me than all the others. Why? Why cling to a relationship which has run its course? Or perhaps which was never built on a solid foundation in the first place? I feel some people get misled by the advertising gimmicks of BDSM. Alternative lifestyle, therefore, alternative relationship, right? Wrong. I'm sorry but in my opinion starting out a relationship on mutual kinks and fetishes is going about things arse end backwards and instead of a relationship you only end up with a mess which is upside down and back to front and a lot of confusion, illusion and misunderstandings. But isn't BDSM all about kink and fetish and what not? Yes. But if that's all BDSM can be a very lonely place full of illusions, half truths, loneliness, misunderstandings and other people who simply go poof in the night. You can also spend years with a profile on CM searching and never see what's staring you right in the face. Then again you can get it right and somehow become invisible to others who should be able to see you for who you really are but don't. How many times have you wanted to scream after checking your Inbox? It's like grandmother's Christmas cake. You need a relationship just like any other relationship. This is the cake. The kink, the BDSM, the fetish, this is just the marzipan and icing on top. Eating royal icing on its own tends to make you sick very quickly. Isn't it far better to have a slice of cake? I'm hoping the OP isn't mad at me.. I didn't mean to hijack. Merely to add, to contribute. I'm sure her article like her postings make recommended reading. This is just my 0.02
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