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abcbsex -> Bleeding after my first fisting, thoughts? (10/28/2008 10:33:40 PM)
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DISCLAIMER: I do plan on seeing a doctor about this problem if it persists or gets worse. The reason why I have not done so earlier is because my student health center is closed (due to staff illness, WTF?) and my insurance would make me pay in full for a doctor's visit if I was to go without their referral. I'm asking this to get comfort in the meantime or to know if this warrants an emergency room visit.
Okay, on to the content.
Alpha and I have been working on stretching me out for fisting for the last couple months, and slowly but surely I felt like we were making progress. We haven't read books or attended demos, but through this process I've been reading up on these lovely boards and sharing member's techniques with Alpha.
Sunday morning we were having some good times when he told me he'd like to keep stretching me. He got four fingers in, his thumb and then when it came to his knuckles I was surprised to feel something give, then unimaginable pain. At the same time, it felt amazing, which I've been told is what I can expect. He stayed in me for a few moments until I indicated that I really couldn't take anymore. As he pulled his hand out, blood followed and ruined a pair of good sheets. It was more than I've bled from anything in a long time... enough to cover my hands and make the bathtub look like a gruesome murder scene (okay that's hyperbole-- it was a little less than 1 cup total, it just always seems like more). Now, two days later, I'm still spotting quite a bit (think light-medium period). Nothing I've read so far about fisting has addressed this issue, if you know of any please post the resource. I realize that it's not supposed to bleed, but are there different expectations for your first time than getting regularly fisted?
One theory that I have is that my hymen might not have ever broken, just stretched-- losing my virginity wasn't painful and I didn't think much of it. Could the blood be from that? If that's a stupid theory, just disregard it. Today I risked a glance at the area and it's mostly still swollen/bruised, not surprisingly. Yesterday it was uncomfortable to walk so I stayed in bed most of today, and that helped a lot. oh yeah, and Alpha seems to be enjoying singing "Like A Virgin" everytime he asks about how I'm doing.
What are everyone's thoughts on this? If I need to be smacked over the head and punted into an emergency room tell me, but please, be gentle. I'd feel ridiculous trying to tell a nurse on one of those hotlines the situation.
edited to clarify some statements
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