Ebpet
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Joined: 1/3/2006 Status: offline
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This is my first post on here- I've long dreamed of being a sex slave to the RIGHT woman, and more often than not when I am pushing that fantasy to it's limit in mind, I cannot help but stray to the thought of the right woman taking me against my will- maybe even tricking me or blackmailing me into becoming her slave. When I fantasize, I partially serve her out of fear and the knowledge that I CANNOT break the agreement, and that her retribution will be fierce if I disobey... Or worse, try and flee her. However, since I'm fantasizing about it, it needs to be said that in reality of course I would be doing so willingly, right? In my eyes, the more I am a REAL slave, obligated with no options, the more intoxicating the fantasy. The other fantasy I find irresistable, which is along similar lines is one when I agree to a somewhat lengthy contract under the guise that even if I engage in it and find that I don't like it, I must fulfill my obligation for the contract's duration. You know, the whole "be careful what you wish for" thing. I love the thought of it, but I guess in reality it's just not practical. I guess it should be said that BDSM is something that has intrigued me my whole life, but I am a bit of a BDSM virgin. Quite vanilla, actually. I had a girlfriend for 6 years that was extremely dominant and into it, but we never TRULY indulged the fantasy beyond some very petty foot, anal and vaginal worship, and some light spanking. I kind of regret that, because now I'm dating someone who I really care about, but is not into the lifestyle at all. Oh well.
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