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Please help me to discern. - 1/19/2009 6:24:07 AM

machismounchaine

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I contacted a Dom in the New York area and recieved a replay. She told me what she was into and has had enough of wanker men on this site. I told her I am true to what my profile states. I have served two Mistress and because of marriage and relocation I had to be released. After having a week of texting and phone conversations, she told me I peaked her interest. Because of her past experience with unworthy slaves she told me to train with a Master several times before I was to kneel before her in servitude. I agreed. I attended Floating World, Black Beat and a few other Fetish celibrations. I found that this is sometimes the practice. I told her to please have Master call and give directions. Unfortunately due to the nature of my Job as a manager of engineering for a major trauma hospital in my state I called to cancell. I was then instructed to purchase a GREEN DOT card and place money on it and give her the numbers when done. We spoke and text daily and again after 5 days again I was instructed to purchase a green dot card. All of this was to show her that I was worthy and to put my money where my mouth is.
Ok I did it again. Again she told me to train with Master. But because he works nights, I had to train in an ungodly hour during the week. I pleased with her that my job is highly stressfull and I need to be sharp. I was then instructed to get another green card and this time she instructed me to put a specified amount on it. She told me that I really one her over and that she is torn between breaking her own rules of training me herself, while hosting a private fetish party on Saturday or attend paddles with Master, and obey him to see what I am truly made of. She insisted that I aroused her sexually with my photos I sent her, And she would think long and hard after I paid for a relaxing spa treatment. I told her to please give me the phone number of the spa and I will put it on a credit card she was upset. This was a saturday and late in the afternoon. Banks were closed. She told me I am a slave and to find away to get cash again for that green dot card. She told me to go to Wall Mart and get a cash advance. My radar went up. Besides being an engineer I am a Former Professional Bodyguard and security specialist of which she know! I didn't think she would try to scam me and till this day I am not sure because her voice is convincing but I need to read a person face to face. I refused to go to Walmart, And told her to be a loyal slave and give you all you ask to help make your life comfortable and want for nothing is not a problem. But all I see me serving is a keyboard with a monitor. I feel as though I have been baited, and my knowing better really makes me feel like a fool because I believed her, thinking with the wrong head and deep desire to serve a Lady. Anyway she told me good luck and move on there are many men begging to be in her stable. So here I am wondering, Dear Mistress' was this a scam or is she right in seeing what I am made of in my seriousness to do what she asks to prove myself worthy to train and be collared. Please advise me. I am not sure what proper homage or protocall to pay Mistress ,to train to be her slave..