MoGa
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Joined: 8/25/2008 From: Hellizona! Status: offline
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ORIGINAL: Rainfire I haven't changed all that much but where I have changed, it's pretty major. Daddy Doms were a hard limit for me, total squick time, no way in hec, due to some serious misconceptions I had. But when I found myself in love with Lumus and knowing he was a Daddy Dom, he accepted the fact that that wasn't for me. But as things grew between us, I found myself wanting to learn more, to push that boundary. It was through the CM boards that I learned what it was, what it could be about and overcame my misconceptions to go forward into a Daddy Dom/little girl relationship with Lumus. He's more my Daddy than Master but the D/s is always there with us, even when too subtle for other people to recognize. Knowledge is power. I understand this very well. I couldn't stand to be called "Mommy" or anything close to that, but now it doesn't bother me in the least. Not that my own sub calls me that, he doesn't, but when I went through some really rough training with my former, I insisted he call me that, for humiliation reasons. It turned out I liked it. Have I told you lately how cute y'all are? <hugs> The other area where CM boards have really helped me change is learning about poly relationships. Again, I had some misconceptions and a few people here very nicely and generously helped me learn. In doing some soul searching, I learned that it's still not for me, I'm strictly a monogamous person and that's how I am. Me too! I was curious and have learned alot from reading posts made by those who were in poly relationships, but I still find that I am a one sub Mistress/one man Woman But it is interesting to read the interactions between them. Now, are there any posts of mine I wish would disappear and never show up? Nope. I've stayed in P&RS for the most part to avoid the drama up in the serious sections though I wander up there every so often when a topic catches my eye. I have just discovered how much fun there is to be had here on the lower parts. <Does that sound as kinky as it appears?> lol I have posted here before, but never as much as I do now. I enjoy getting into the upper meaty parts. <Again, ignore how that sounds>
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