IceyOne
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Ok, I broke down and went to my doctor. I told him that I was trying to get off the coffee ( i don't just call it caffeine because I still drink caffeineated beverages ) All that has been happening is just from the stopping of coffee. /hangs head low It's been almost 2 weeks, the pain is almost, ALMOST, gone, though I still have spurts where it flairs up at the oddest times. The headaches are gone completly. But my doctor says that the worse is yet to come? He said to expect some sweats, some dillusions maybe, and some hallucinations to go along with everything else that I am feeling. He offered me a prescription for ambien which I declined, and a prescription for vallium which I also declined. I don't want any artificial drugs helping me through this. I am sleeping alot better since I stopped driking the coffee, though I am much more nervous and prone to violent outbursts, which I hate, since they seem to be aimed at my youngins. They tell me they understand, but it does not alleviate the guilt that I feel. Either way, I am doing better physically, with exception to the mood swings. I just need to be able to control those now....preferabbly without the aid of prescription medication.
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Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it. -Rumi
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