PeanutTigerinBox
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I admit it life sucks...just as usual I admit I regretted yesterday morning that I took on an unexpected 5 hour shift because if I wouldn't have taken it on I would have had a great rest yesterday and would have worked 18.5 hours instead today I admit my only luck is that I still do way more than 200 hours this month and so get my big payslip even without those hours. I admit I was glad when my 5 hours 1:1 support were done yesterday as nothing helped to ease my pain in my throat (no aspirin, no lozenges, no syrup and no beechams either...). I admit I did show my manager a particular picture on my phone before I left....following which I went on the bus (avoided the first one as it was way too full and noisy from school kids), wanted to check my emails where I realised my phone went off as the battery was empty...I put it back in my pocket....but once I checked it again...after leaving the bus, spoiling myself with a hot chocolate (the day before it eased the pain, yesterday not of course) finding a seat in the tube...my phone was gone I admit I don't think it was stolen, more likely it dropped out of my pocket on the bus without realising it (don't think I had it in my hand when I bought my drink, but heck who knows ). I admit the last thing I needed was staff attitude at the stop where I have to change from tube to train again and I received it from 2 staff there for no fucking reason   (the first one slammed the door shut after I had touched it with my card to leave the station and walked off, leaving me there until he bothered to come back...as that took ages I touched it again with my travel card following I was freshly charged once he did bother to get back he tried to have attitude but I made sure he shuts up as fucking sake I am in agony, have my heavy suitcase with me and just want to go home...He mumbled, I walked through the gate into the queue, it was straight my turn and I asked politely if he can correct that error of being charged again on the card, following which I got the next attitude a la "dont do that"...Thanks!!! I do know that now!!! soon later he had again his attitude following which I made him clear to shut up and just to do his job. I admit I then bought my train ticket on the machine as they are way friendlier and don't require me to talk with my sore throat I admit I continued my neverending journey home, dragged my suitcase up the bridge (as of course it is the other side where my exit is) and when I was about to drag it downstairs a guy, approx. 25 years old came up and carried it down for me....gosh, he has no idea how much this meant to me after being in pain since ages, having to deal with those idiots on the other station and after losing my phone I admit it was just fucking nice that he offered his help despite that he had no need to do that. I admit I was pissed off big time at home as currently I have no broadband connection and my laptop doesn't do well anymore when I request to connect to my mobile broadband...(to none of the 2 mobile broadbands I am having!!!). I admit I searched my desktop today and then - after by now searching my 2 mobile broadband devices for ages it finally works. I admit it only almost works as it doesn't let me go into my damn emails I admit I don't understand why it connects well to collarchat but not even half so well to my emails I admit I need to organise a new phone for tomorrow  I admit that will increase my fucking monthly bills again I admit I am considering to confess to my ex on the 25th my new laptop as well as my previous phone (I have the apple phone despite that he wanted me to keep the old one with my current situation, as that is not necessary in his view ...I did not lose the apple one, I lost an older Nokia N95 instead which I still prefer to the apple phone). I admit I just hope to get a new phone sorted as just a new sim card ain't doing the trick because for whatever reason my iphone isn't working correctly either somehow I managed to kill the light inside the phone, so it is rather dark you can barely see anything when you look at the screen, but at least the ipod on it is still working I admit when I got home I also broke my sofa (one end has only 1 screw as I missplaced one and it wasnt stuck together properly since I moved it within my room... I admit I stored a box with clothes underneath so I could nevertheless lie onto it. I admit I was expecting that my nightmeds would kill my sore throat pain (as it numbns my nerves and did work marvellous after a tooth extraction last year). I admit despite taking 3 of them instead my usual one it did not take off that pain but nevertheless knocked me out, preventing me from doing any work at home yesterday I admit on some days, life is just way too much for me and I can't wait to snuggle up with my ex on the 25th
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RIP 08/09/07 aka Phoenixpower one of my favourite songs :o) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l_CuY4nMu8c&feature=related
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