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I admit that I hate not being able to tell if Ginger is ok, I hate the constant worry and second guessing, and I hate that I get next to no support for my concern and freak outs about her. My parents say what do you expect she's terminally ill and dying, and my dad scoffs at my desires to take her to the vet to have each new concern checked out, he feels at this point it's a waste of money because, obviously she's dying, what more are they going to say. and Daddy says we'll see, it's not something to go to the vet over yet. My secret, and not so secret fear is that, with each seeming turn for the worse, or new symptom that this will be THE TURN FOR THE WORSE, the one that means we have to put her to sleep now, and times out. She seemed to have a hard time breathing this morning She's got a cold or something and she gurgles when she breaths through her nose , and, I can't tell if her gums are pale or not, and this evening she threw up on my floor. The vomit was white and foamy, with a single chunk of wet dog food she ate but didn't chew, or have time to digest before puking. She's clearly not feeling good, but is it a case of time to go to the doggie dr, not feel good, or normal cancer ran down not feel good. The vet we take her too is closed till Monday, in honor of Newyears eve,, I don't know if the one we were originally using is open, I would prefer to keep her to the dr she's been seeing since being diagnosed, but if they're open this week while Dr Sings not open, I may cave an take her there. Nobody else right now is shareing my concern, which makes it kind of hard. My parents say well what do you expect she's terminally ill, and Daddy says, we'll see a sniffle for a couple of days and one episode of vomiting isn't enough to go to the dr for. And I swear to god, if any one tries to turn this admit into anything close to the fiasco my post of worry was, complete with calling me a selfish animal owner, because I can't afford to run her to emegerncy animal care, * but did take her the next day an she was fine* and all kinds of other recriminations, may the fire of hell rain down on you .
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