LinnaeaBorealis
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Joined: 10/5/2008 From: Insanity & beyond Status: offline
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ORIGINAL: MaxsGirl I admit that the collar is coming off because he doesn't think he wants a slave after all, just a kinky girlfriend. I admit that that is not what I want. Not even close. I admit that I'm his slave at heart and always will be, and if the only way to serve him is to pretend to just be his kinky girlfriend, then that's what I'll do. I admit it's breaking my heart, but I will deal with it and go on, because in my heart he will always own me. I want to caution you against this. I tried to do this. I "changed myself" to be what he wanted...and it nearly destroyed our friendship. We had the opposite problem; he wanted the slave, I wanted to be the kinky girlfriend. So I tried. I told myself I could do it. I was wrong. It made me hate him, and him me because he couldn't understand why I was so unhappy. Do what you have to do, but in the end, we can't go against our natures. We can't change who we are. Best of luck. My heart is hurting for you. Yep, what she said!!! I have been there, done this when I was young. I could fool me for awhile. But then it would stop working. And I would hate me for not being able to be what he wanted me to be. Now I am just me & waiting for the right him to show up & claim me.
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Ring the bells that still can ring Forget your perfect offering There is a crack in everything That's how the light gets in ~~L. Cohen Just one of the yahoo's
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