SorceressJ
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I admit that, even though I am not in LadyP's position, I can totally and completely relate to what She's talking about right now. I admit that I am most pleased by the deeply fulfilling relationship that I have with my Husband and Soulmate and the good and simple life we have together, just us two and our kids and so forth. I admit that being any more of a part of the overall BDSM community at large than I am right here and on MDS is just not part of the equation, never has been (although Himself and I were both active members of Palace Gor, once upon a time. I don't admit that to just ANYone, yanno..). I further admit that I have tried being poly more than once over the years and it just doesn't make me happy, not even when I'm the one getting something extra, as it were; I make no excuses for this, it's just how I roll. It's not that I don't understand or believe in poly, and not that I think it's bad or wrong; I know too many good people who do it well and ethically, and manage to make it work for everyone's individual and collective happiness, and that's wonderful. For them. For me, it's like jangling, uncomfortable, discordant chaos of the soul, which means that I'm just not wired for it, and especially since I have found the Man I am supposed to be with who also understands this, that's wonderful too. I admit that I am finally at a point in my life where my obligations outside of my nuclear family are at an all-time low, and so I want to do what -I- want to do, and have made it possible to do so, for my own peace of mind and my own reasons. It need be no more complicated than that, and no matter what Her decision, I personally wish LadyP every satisfaction and joy in Her life. Blessed Be*~ EDITED because eye kant spell twodae.
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