Phoenixpower
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ORIGINAL: LadyHibiscus I admit that a cousin's elderly mom passed, so it's a two-funeral weekend for me. :/ I admit I am sorry to hear that. I admit my grandpa as well as the wife of my dads cousin had both passed away the same day some years ago, when they died...which felt very odd... I admit my session monday evening was very exhausting and I was glad when he finally left. I admit my instinct was right that my ex was after more than just showing me his new flat I admit I did not mind, though was not very active as I was freaking sore. I admit when meeting him it became apparent he moved as he was attacked a 3rd time now at his previous flat (as usual he bottled up and refused to talk, but the little bit he did say makes it clear that this had happened again). I admit I am glad that his new place is way safer and hope we arent proven wrong about that impression. I admit I just dumped a potential well paid meeting for the 16th...as he thought that it would be appropriate to say he would increase his already high amount belt strokes to double the amount as his punishment, if I would need longer than 15 minutes to show him previous pictures which annoyingly got lost on my profile page when I tried to move them to a folder where he could access them free of charge... I admit I had told him that I need to set up my desktop due to rearranging my flat and it does take more than 15 minutes to set it up, search them IF they still still are on there and more importantly the hassle to get them on there in the correct file that he would be able to view them. After I replied at first neutrally that I am not a wizard he replied it is up to me...following which I told him, that I know quite well that it is up to me and I therefore consider this conversation as being over, as I prefer to meet Doms and not abusers. Bye. I admit thats a pretty regular reply when folks don't get it that trust has to be build up...they won't get it for granted on a silver plate...and quite frankly talking about punishmeht when I try to do him a favour doesn't fit. I admit thats the freedom of being able to choose to meet...cause whilst it currently helps, I am still far away from being dependent on doing them, so I am more than happy to tell them to fuck off if they try to act smart.
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