LillyBoPeep
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Joined: 12/29/2010 Status: offline
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i admit, i accepted the friend request and, so far, i'm happy i did. =) she's the only "chick from before" who hasn't approached me attempting to take something away. i admit, she's very sweet and i've enjoyed looking through pictures with her today. i admit, after he died the whole "iiiiiiiii was his girlfriend" business didn't matter to me. he was this beautiful person who i loved who was gone, and i just wanted to talk to people who knew him. so when previous girlfriends would talk to me, i thought it was a good thing, until they went out of their way to be negative to me, or try to chunk away at my memories of him. there was one in particular who hadn't talked to him in an entire year, and basically told me i was lying about everything. =p but i admit, this one is really friendly and doesn't have any creepy motives at all. i feel really bad for her for not knowing for 2 years. i admit, she wants to come to a show and hang out, and i think that sounds pretty nice. ^_^ i admit, though, that i'm frustrated -- it always seems like once i'm back on the horse, something comes along and threatens to push me off. i don't really want to be thinking about this stuff today. i want to focus on putting my life back on the rails and getting moving again. but she's pretty nice to talk to, and i'm glad about that. =)
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Midwestern Girl "Obey your Master." Metallica
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