Phoenixpower
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I admit my dad and I clashed last night as he "generously" said to go with me to "fundus" next week to buy cupboards, when twat brother withdrew his previous words reg that "I" can have the cupboards now, which gave him the hero status for a few days... I admit the clash happened as a) I have no intention to buy furniture at fundus (second hand store) and outright hated it when he tried to decide like that above my head again, b) There is no point to buy furniture yet, when I dont even know my future flat now and I am more than happy to wait until I am able to buy what I want ... and dont care what he thinks that I should do I admit I am not in general against second hand stuff, but with dad I know how he meant it (in a negative way, a la thats sufficient for me in the first place) and as he was more than glad now yesterday that his holy son keeps those wardrobes I just felt sick about his attitude. I admit I still feel sick about him to the core and already told mum that I stick to my original plan that I will travel by train to my new job and then rent a van to pick up my remains myself in the near future. I admit I also told my mum that I hope for dad that all the stuff he pushes up the arse of his son, wil be worth it for him, meaning that brother will take care of him if thats ever necessary one day, cause I know that I wont... I admit she seemed to be able to understand my strong views against him but is just not someone who can speak up against KON. I admit now my last family values in this group also left me and I stopped to bother about what I was preparing for nephew... I admit I know its not that little fellows fault but as nobody really cares in my direction from that lot (nothing new),then quite frankly why should I. I admit thank god I'm out of here soon now. I admit I met a friend today who snorted big time when I told her about the fundus example. I admit she is 16 years older and knows me since I was 5 and the regular problems I always had with dad. I admit she invited me to go out to eat pizza this thursday and I'm looking forward to it. I admit next week I will be meeting three other friends and I'm looking forward to it. I admit next summer will be awfully expensive with buying my flat, car etc. I admit, though, thank god I got this great job, cause this will mean that I will leave this hellhouse for good :D
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