SoulAlloy
Posts: 2106
Joined: 8/23/2009 From: Preston, UK Status: offline
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I admit I'm angry. It's strange, I haven't been angry for a while, usually I just get sad... You try your hardest to be friendly and it's all thrown back without so much as an explanation. (I'm not talking about the other side btw)... I love my son and always will. For months my ex and I got on fine, chatted, even celebrated each others birthdays. About a month ago complete change. Like talking to a brick wall, not telling me about parents evenings, suggesting I take my son every weekend (which was tempting, but I think it's important he spends quality time with his mum too). And today organising a pick up but not telling me what time. I admit I'm angry that my coworkers don't put the effort in, leaving me to tidy up the inevitable messes I admit I'm annoyed that every time i organise a get together with friends they can't make it. I admit one friend really annoyed me saying he wasn't going to bother with the munch either until more people go... The irony of that statement pissed me off too I admit I'm angry at my doctor for not taking my depression seriously. I admit I'm going to swim this anger off tomorrow, afterwards i'll probably be angry at myself for being angry... Go figure
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"Better to be a diamond with a flaw than a pebble without" - Confucius "It'll be alright in the end - if it isn't alright, it's not the end." - unknown Kinky crossdressing Whovian Host of the Preston (UK) Munch, 2nd Wednesday each month
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